Crazy mad day

I went to Michelle's house today
actually i didn't plan to when suddenly Cp sent me message
and said that they(D'deng) wanted to bake together at Mic's
Actually Chadeng wanted to bake a cake for his proncess,hahhaha
so we gathered there and started to plan
We had no ingredients,and besides my stomach was hungry cos i hadn't eaten anything for luch
After waiting for Cedeng n Pedeng,we then went to Vinta Cafe for lunch
I tried the Nasi goreng Halilintar level 1
and guessed what,I'm kepedasan...
i couldn't believe Pedang tried the level 3,OMG!!

we went to the D studio and took many photos
but we only chose 6 of it
love them so much....all were crazy,mad,cool and perfect
Just wish our friendship will last forever

Oh! we used the same dress code
for girls -> pants + t-shirt
for boys-> just casual
and all of us wore Jacket,hahahahhahha
so lam nua but i love them

all of them called me Ms.Lebai,hiks2...
but i dun care cos it's fun and i'm just being myself in font of anyone
No pretending

we started our own bakery shop at around 4pm
I helped Michelle to make the cake(actually not cake ,but kue)
prangpring preng prung prong....
tara!!!!


we baked it twice
the first only 2/6 were good enough to be consumed
the 2nd time 6/6 were good!!! hoaray!!
the shape was the teddy bear's one,hehhehehe

Pity Cp,his cookies didin't seem to be okay
just some of them survived,hahhaha
That's okay Cp.....first time making never good
Keep going! hope u find the substiitute thing for her soon

PS: I've never been to Sun Plaza that bad before,so bai n lam nua
Fortunately, i met no important person
My mom is gonna kill me if she knew the way i dress was that lam nua

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you’re just a boy…

If i were a boy

I am really confused right now
It's all about my Uni
My parents forced...well,suggested me to enter one in Sing
but i didn't really like it

When i consulted with Nexgen
They told me about the Sarina Russo(Brisbane) and after taking the Diploma
I could continue at the Le Cordon Bleu (Adelaide)
LE CORDON BLEU!!!! It's one of the prestigous institute for majoring Hospitality in Australia
and ranked the first in Siuthe East Asia.
While the Mannly, William Bleu, Blue Mountain and i forgot the last one respectively ranked the top 5

The fees were still acceptable and at least not really expensive
I was very happy at that time because at elast i got the chance to go
Add it all up,it's almost the same as Sing
So why should i choose to study there?

But today seemed that dad and mom were going to make me enter the ERC
it's not a bad institute,actually it's founded and managed by the CEOs
but i prefer to go to Australia
I love being there,it's a lifetime chance
I'm not afraid of anything,because in Brisbane,the climate is +- like in here,Medan or Brastagi

At ERC,the Institute guarantee students score 75 and above will get jobs and scholarship
that's why dad n mom love the school
and the worse(for me......for them it's even better) it's only took 20 months to complete th Bachelor degree
which mean i can graduate faster. The faster the better that's what they told me

ARGHRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All my wishes to go and study in Australia had gone forever
I'm damn fully stressed out and desperated

It's not i didn't feel blessed that i could study abroad,not like other poor people out there
It's just in my opinion
if i graduate from Australia,esp from Le Cordon Bleu
First of all of course pride
as direct entry to it will take around 1 billion for 3years
Second, because it's a very Famous yet popular and prestigous School
The graduates will find job easily and earn better salaries

When my mom said dun ever think about going to Ausi
my heart broke into pieces straight away
I felt anger ,sadness, depressed and etc
Just because they "bo pang sim" that i'm a girl
Just wish I were a boy,like Beyonce's song "if i were a boy"
probably i would go there already


But i know they just want me to be and have the best

GOLD MEDAL for the CHAMPION!!!

CeLEBRATE THE DAY!!!!
THE DAY!!! THE DAY..........
CELEBRATE THE DAY!!!!!

Voli putri kelas aku EMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
akhirnya penantian pjg ini berbuah juga,hahhhahaha
ALl of them are awesome.....

Ditambah yell2 yg aneh
Ayo...ayo...Ipa5
Kita ingin
Kita pasti bisa

trus ad yg doraemon e tp tak sempurna,hahahha
Aku ingin begini,aku ingin begitu
Emas emas emas emas ......xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aku ingin medali emas di ipa 5
hai...pasti dapat emas
bla bla bla...

trus ad yg
Disini senang
disana sedih
dimana2 ipa5 menang

wkwkkwkwkwkw....pokoknya keren n fun bgt tadi
w aj sampe teriak pake oktaf ke-x,hehehhehe

Oh! wkt angka d 24/25 -game
kita nyanyi
We are the Champion my fren..............
n wkt menuju kemenangan kita d nny
Ole..ole..ole...celebrate the day...the day...the day.....
CELEBRATE THE DAY!!

Tarik tambang!!!! CIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love BUddies Hommies^^

Diffrence among Sayng ,like n cinta

I learn a few things now......
For those who are still confused like i did
Wish this can help you




When you like someone, you
want to have him/her for your own egoism
alone.

When you love(read: sayang) someone, you
wanted to make it happy and
not for yourself.

When you love(read: cinta) someone, you will
do anything for his/her happiness
although you have to give ur soul.

When you like someone and be
on his/her side then you will
asked, "Can I Kiss you?"

When you love(read: sayang) someone and be
on his/her side then you will
asked, "Can I hug you?"

When you love(read: cinta) someone and
be on his/her side then you will
holding hands close ...

Like when he/she is crying, you will
said "Don't cry."

SAYANG when he/she is crying and you
will cry with him/her too.

CINTA when he/she is crying and you
let him/her cry on your shoulders
and said, "Let's finish
this problem together. "

Like is when you see him/her, you
will say, "She is very beautiful / handsome
and captivating. "

SAYANG is when you see him/her you
will view it from your heart and not
eyes.

CINTA is when you see him/her you
will say, "For me his/her is the most
beautiful gift that God
give to me .. "

At the time of the person you like
hurt you, then you will be angry and
do not want to talk more on it.

At the time of the person you SAYANG
hurt you, you'll cry
for it.

At the time of the person you love
hurt you, you will say, "Never mind
he/she just did not get what he/she
do. "

At the time you like on it, you will
Force him/her to like you

At the time you sayang him/her, you will
let him/her choose.

At the time you love him, you will
wait for him/her always with faithful and
sincerely ...

Like is you will accompany when
is profitable.

SAYANG is you will accompany
when he/she requires.

CINTA is you will accompany
no matter how are you.

Like is demanded.

SAYANG is to give and receive.

CINTA is willing to give

I'm so sad

Dear diary,

I am so sad now,i dunno why too
Maybe one of the reason is Buddies Hommies' Boys Volleyball lost with PC's class
I hate it so much...........
This is our last year o.....Our basketball also couldn't reach the GOLD
Seemed that overconfident = disaster

My relationship with PC also was not so good
I dunno why too......ARGHRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm liked crazy person...
My emotion is going upside down
A single stupid word can trigger my anger

And besides lately I am easily offended n also cry
I use to be a tough girl,but don't know why i can be like this
I cry like a baby,haiz....

When typing this i am hearing the JJ Lim's song(Ce tui ni suo)
i just wanna cry when he said
"Sarangheyo means i love you"

Now and 10 minutes ago

I chatted with PC,hahhahah....
It's a great progression,i myself also didn't guess that would happen
He's so cute,heheh....from his way of speaking
He made my feeling got better,but he quickly off
Maybe arround 15-25minutes only,haiz....
Hope to meet him soon^^

TAipan...

Today probably the last day my bro ate with us
He's going back really soon....er, 11th of this month
We ate at our favourite restaurant of course,TAIPAN!!
love the Dim Sum so much....
I wonder when i will able to cook those foods,hahhaha...
Every time i eat,always bring great impression or decak kagum

We tried the Mua ci durian
The shape is very cute....and jelly
It's very nice,but of course Pancake Durian is the best

Taipan Forever!!!!

Basketball goes to round Semifinal

My team were great,all of them are awesome
We won telak as our class is the first unggulan
Sofian was the MVP,he played really great.
I loved his lay up and how he passed through the enemy + his 3point shoot of course
which made the sound of pos...plos....hehe
he's like a shadow.

I met PC as well.
He,as usual with his gang watching the match
Oh! i lost in the terompah section,well.....it's close,haiz...
Yawin also lost in sprint 800metre

PS: PC wore a chocolate T-shirt with celana ponggol
And a jacket that he "bajak" from his fren to protect him from the Sunshine
He was charming as usual,hahahahahhah....
Eating the "sate" which is very contrast with his performance
But who can ever resist sate?hahhahaha

right to left (Fahmi,me,irene,Stella,Sellya,Angel,HAji,Suneo,Tj)
Down from right to left(asep,acen,surya,asoh)

Forgive me for being this egoist.....

I love The twilight Saga novels

They taught me how to love,and sacrifice at the same time
Even letting go is never easy
I used to hate Bella so much as she was playing with Jacob's heart(New Moon)
Jacob loved her very much,but Bella didn't
instead she loved Edward,but when she wanted Jacob as well (dia milikku)

Now i think I'm facing the fact that i am in Bella's position....
I dunno why,but i feel really egoist
I wanted you and him
How come i can become a monster like this?
I hate myself....................................................................
How come i can become so disgusting like this?
But how if one is my sun and the another one is my breath?
How come i live my life without both of them?
I'm............