If i were a boy

I am really confused right now
It's all about my Uni
My parents forced...well,suggested me to enter one in Sing
but i didn't really like it

When i consulted with Nexgen
They told me about the Sarina Russo(Brisbane) and after taking the Diploma
I could continue at the Le Cordon Bleu (Adelaide)
LE CORDON BLEU!!!! It's one of the prestigous institute for majoring Hospitality in Australia
and ranked the first in Siuthe East Asia.
While the Mannly, William Bleu, Blue Mountain and i forgot the last one respectively ranked the top 5

The fees were still acceptable and at least not really expensive
I was very happy at that time because at elast i got the chance to go
Add it all up,it's almost the same as Sing
So why should i choose to study there?

But today seemed that dad and mom were going to make me enter the ERC
it's not a bad institute,actually it's founded and managed by the CEOs
but i prefer to go to Australia
I love being there,it's a lifetime chance
I'm not afraid of anything,because in Brisbane,the climate is +- like in here,Medan or Brastagi

At ERC,the Institute guarantee students score 75 and above will get jobs and scholarship
that's why dad n mom love the school
and the worse(for me......for them it's even better) it's only took 20 months to complete th Bachelor degree
which mean i can graduate faster. The faster the better that's what they told me

ARGHRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All my wishes to go and study in Australia had gone forever
I'm damn fully stressed out and desperated

It's not i didn't feel blessed that i could study abroad,not like other poor people out there
It's just in my opinion
if i graduate from Australia,esp from Le Cordon Bleu
First of all of course pride
as direct entry to it will take around 1 billion for 3years
Second, because it's a very Famous yet popular and prestigous School
The graduates will find job easily and earn better salaries

When my mom said dun ever think about going to Ausi
my heart broke into pieces straight away
I felt anger ,sadness, depressed and etc
Just because they "bo pang sim" that i'm a girl
Just wish I were a boy,like Beyonce's song "if i were a boy"
probably i would go there already


But i know they just want me to be and have the best