The Most dramatic Day in my High School

Today is the last day for me to spend my High School year
We(Bummies) all are facing exam very soon
7(Pra-uan) 20(uan) 27(uas)
then BIG holiday,a holiday that won't unite us no more,but we're gonna be separated

I'm sad,but not really sad at the first cos i know we're going to meet at the exams
but when Juliana shaked my hand and said:
"Sorry if i did stg wrong all these years...."
I was suddenly burst into tears...and started to cry
Then in my mind what for to maintain my tears
So i started to apologize to my friends and hugged them one by one
I cried in their hugs,i could feel lots of love there
Just really sad n wish time would run slower
I cried like i've never cried before.........

Hopefully not only our class which was in a farewell condition,the science 1-6 also
Valent cried,Synthia,cindy, dewi,JN,amiao,apot,
juliana,Oei,Nanada,Michelle,Vanessa, Catherine,SG,etc
all of them
I couldn't hug the boys,but i wished to
Unfortunately i lived in Indonesia,so it's still a taboo
but for me it's okay,hugging sbd means that you want to share your pains together and
it's a behaviour to show your love towards your friends

Our class maybe had a negative impression,not kompak and always stubborn,i hated them
But I think i'm gonna miss them.........




PS:It's just too fast,i hope we have a month left to spend,more hanging out to be and parties to held.......Love ya all,sorri if i ever did stg wrong,just never meant to

Love song

I love this song so much for now at least^^ but use to be sung by Josh Groban o
I can't find his version one in Youtube,haiz...
Enjoy it. Only for you

Weird future dream.....My Engagement

i didn't know the details,but i was in a house,exactly on the sofa
and in front of me there was a man
i couldn't remember his face precisely,but he did color his hair into reddish brown stg like that.
Not far from us there was another man,he's as cool as ice with his dark black hair
sitting on another sofa as well.

I didn't know what the heck was going on,but the first man,just called him Mr.Cute
talked to me like we were friends and we chatted too,but i forgot what was we discussing
But for sure i knew that the cool boy was his younger brother
Because he said so...
He then showed me 2rings....OMg! for God shaken they were totally beautiful
one was simple with a diamond on the middle and the another one was beautiful n rather shaped with a diamond too.

I wore them on my jari manis n telunjuk, i said:
"They are really beautiful" in hokkien
when suddenly he said:
" yeah,they are. That's for our engagement."
I was totally blank and replied : "engagement???"
"Yes...you are 18 this year right?
"Yes, I am."
" that's why.......(i forgot the rest part)"
I swore i was totally confused
I'd just known this man for minutes when suddenly he said that we were going to engage
Which meant he's my FIANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I said to myself to stay calm n stay cool
To be honest he's cute,adorable n handsome(i remembered that,but his face was blurring now,i just couldn't get it right)
But he's totally a stranger to me....
and usually Not long after the Engagement,the couple would get married
This was too fast,i just couldn't accept this
No, no, nO,NO!!!!!

then my mom came
I asked her:
"Is that true? I'm going to engage?"
My mom replied:
" Yes, Daddy said that you are 18 now and it's time. Actually i don't agree,it's just to fast."

i was shocked and ever crossed my mind about my National Exam(i didn't have to do it then if i was engaged) and about the marriage
Oh Geez....
Then the alarm clock woke me up,i didn't know should i felt regretful that it's just a dream or should i felt happy about that

Now i am wondering is that kinda sign for me or what.
i told my besties about that weird dream
they all just laughed and teased me
i also told mom n Anna as well
Mom said that perhaps i am going to find my PC soon
But the thing that annoyed me was
Why did there were 2 rings? and not one?
Was the simple one belong to my fiance and the shaped one belonged to me?
Or the signed mean I'm going to be faced with 2 hearts??OMg....
I'm confused.....argh!!!
Hope good things will come to me and my family

Amen.....................

PS: I just wanna feel Real love and be in the arm of the one who loves me more than anything in this world. But of course i'll have to love him too,as if not It'll just be the same lol

White day

The photos(up^^)
Our class made a photo session,was held in Cemara Asri
Dress code should be white with jeans
It's for the album kenangan
Love it...oh! our form teacher Sir Ben Hendry also came
I wore a hat,all of them love it.....
Some of the photos...hehehe



PS: but it was very hot too...we hanging around with the balloons,they seemed great n pretty
Stella's brother was the cameraman