My simple life

MOVING~!!

2010-01-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

Officially Move to another ME(Blog)
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Perfect song,love love love love

2009-08-19T00:02:00.000-07:00

You Belong With Me lyrics
Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

PS: Taylor forever

RAfting!!!!!!!!

2009-08-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

My first Rafting lesson,wew...
I love it,even it's very tiring,hahhaha....
I only slept for around 5 hours,Seena and Musa knocked at the door and kept knocking even we said we had waken up already,they wanted to make sure sbd got up from the bed,and that was Jacquline,hehe...she's a nice girl

We woke up at 7.30 and gathered in the open field,in the itinerary,we should have waken up at 6.30 and started all,but nobody woke up that early,cos we're totally worn out yesterday
We did the SKJ,ahhahha...it was the chicken dance,the music was funny,and we danced like the chicken,hahahha....

We then had our lunch and prepared for the suitable clothes for rafting,hmmm....
The pakcik taught us how to tie the bamboos together and the drums,we learned from him,it was quite fun to know cos he was speaking in Malay,and GB i knew some,cos Malay ad B.Indo are quite similar,and those people from the foreign countries didn't understand,and feel quite proud,hahhaha....
I just translated it for them :)

Seena was really funny,he was an Iranian,but he answered when was asked by the pakcik,Faham tak Faham,he said Faham,and when the Pakcik said Ada persoalan? he would say Tak ada persoalan,kept repeating and that was very funny

The Wall Breakers and the Hunters were in the same group,while The Germs and Babe Blue were our opponents,we raced to tie up the boat(rakit),i tied up some,just amaze the pakcik,he was 50stg alread,but his strength was unbelievable for his age,hmm....
his hands were very strong. we then wore the life buoy, for our safety,it's fun as we can't drown,hahahha.....we used the paddle to reach the flag,each team had to "kayuh" till a point where we can get the flag,we reached there the first,and found some difficulties to take the flag,cos it's quite far from our boat,hahahha...while the othe team was coming,we kept shouting and yelling,ahhahhaa....very fun,even the weather was hot,but all of us were happy :)

we finished the first,and had to untie all the things and put those back on the place,after that we got 1 hour to play,so we decided to swin,the water was dirty but it's ok anw
I was wearing a hat,and i was looking down at the water to clean myself from those sand when suddenly i didn't realize Adrian,Aljendro and Vincent were near me,and suddenly they grab my hands and legs,i kept screaming to let go me,but useless,they threw me away,ck3...
they did it twice,haeya...the 2nd time was with Seena also,ck3...
But it was funny,hahhahaha.....

Today we got 3people who Birthdaying,Hoaray!!... Minh, a boy and a Kenya girl,we sang happy birthday song for them in the bus,hahhaha...

PS: RDOH theroy class assessment tomm,heuheuhue....

haven't study yet,haiz....too many to be read

Summer Camp

2009-08-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

I went to Brindley,near Port Dickson, today,with other 40 students as well,many foreigners joined it and only 5 were Indonesian,including me
I got Kenya friends, Iranian,Maldivian,Pollish of course, and from many other countries
We arrived there estimately around 12.30 and took our lunch,we then proceed to our rooms and let the Compass Marching began......

The person taught us all how to read the compass,we were divided into 4 groups,mine was with Musa and Adrian(The Wall Breakers), Deb with Seena(The Germs), Aljendro with Paula( The Hunters) and Vincent with Arek(Babe Blue)

we did the jungle tracking,Oh man......it was awesome,what i regret the most were
I didn't wear my sport shoes,and the 2nd i didn't have Autan,argh!! Those mosquitos were killing me,haiz...
I was amazed for what in the jungle,it was Really Really Jungle!! Not the fake one,I can smell the trees, see the creatures there,Oh my....I love it :)
We were asked to take each check point in each tree,and they gave us map as well,we used the compass and started the march,I climbed hardly and went down slowly,it's very sloopy and dangerous as well,i had to grab the trees to make sure that I reached the base safetly,hmmm.....
Long time i didn;t do such thing,just going back to the Nature

we then had our dinner and the Team Building session started,we were already exhausted,the jungle tracking really spent most of my energy,hahahha....
there were 5 stages to be completed in the game
1st one was
Yummy as the clue,we searched all the way around the brindley camp,but we could hardly find it,at last it was in the canteen and we were asked to built a tower with straws,the judgement will be based of 3 things

First; least foundation
2nd; highest one
3rd; no extra straws left

At first we didn't make it,cos it hardly to stand,and we were given only 15minutes in each stage,at last we did it,but with many foundation,hmmm....anw we made it quite tall, :p
2nd stage was the Pyramid,with Seena
we had to form a human pyramid until 10 ways,so the formation was 3-2-1,and another one could helpthe 1,pity the boys who had to be the foundation,so just like the cheerleaders......we climb to sbd's back and form the pyramid,Oh man....my bpnes were nearly broken,hahhaha....but it was a lot of fun there :)

3rd stage was Jaga kebersihan
we fought with the Babe blue
In here we were asked to maintain the station that were given,there were 4stations,what we had to do was jsut to get in to the end of the station,but of course the people would block you and you shouldn't be touched by the defenders or els you had to go back to the first station,hmmm....
Babe blue won with 1 person succeded in passing through all of us

4th stge was with Musa,we had to close our eyes using the cloth and had to listen to the instruction from our leader,the FBI,hahhaha...
only Adrian made it,hmm.....quite a tough one

5th and also the alst one with Paula
We also fought with the Babe Blue,this was just to memorize the colors of balls in the box,pretty easy

We were totally and extremely EXHAUSTED,it was nearly 00.00 already,when we finished our games,anw the stars shined brightly,they were beautiful,as in KL,it was hardly to see stars at night,because of the unhealthy air,some said the air was dusty,that's why it blocked us from seeing the stars, they were hundreds and spread in few places,but not really far to eah other,so just like the galaxy,very beautiful,what i wish now was if i just could able to lie on the road and saw the stars directly and lively until i fall asleep just like i always want to.......
Nite everybody :).......zzz

2nd guest service

2009-08-05T01:03:00.001-07:00

Yujiro,Steven and I went to L'Escoffier to have lunch,Yujiro's friend was the servant for this Wednesday service,so he had to ask for 3 guests,so Steven asked me to go with them,and I agreed,cos It's free,all you have to bring is the coupon and you can dine already

Today menu for Appetizer was a pie,i dunno what it called but it's quite salty,very salty instead,hahhaa....Well,this is the consequence that you have to face as the foods are served by the students,so sometimes you can get raw foods inside ,hahaha...

Main dish: a lemon duck
It's very smelly and the cream didn't absorb deep inside the duck,so it's tasteless,and the red meat is quite tough

Last the dessert,i thought we had cheesecakes,but it's 2 pieces of ice cream cakes,nice,but only so so....

conclusion,today lunch is not really delicious,compare to the 1st lunch i had in Essien's service

Yujiro's friend made minor mistakes and the lecturer came and told him,such as: when opening the wine,he used the wine opener but his hand to grab moved so the wine was shaking and could hardly open,hmm...then when time to collect the dishes,he made it 2 times,while in reality only one time ,you have to collect all at once except for the Water goblets
But it isn't easy cos the plates are totally heavy,Oh man......haven't included the cutleries and the foods,argh!!! I'm afraid I'm gonna broke my hands,hahaha...or those plates will pring piang...hahhahha....

talked a lot with Yujiro and Steven,and know some facts
Yujiro>>>>>>he is a Japanese and he ever ate raw horse meat,raw chicken and raw fish
OMG......i was very shocked,he ate those cute animals(read: horses)ck3...
He got an elder brother studying in KL as well

Steven>>>>> lived in malaysia for 8 years already,the only child
Could speak some hokkien and dun really like the local Malaysian because of their la la acsen,hmm...mujst be careful not to use it in front of him,hahahha :P

Then We went to the library,at there Jessica was waiting for me,the meeting is going to start,hehe...i got no Publisher and no front page,Oh dear...
Gibson had shown his idea alread,and we're going to remake it,and submit tomorrow,hmm...

PS: 8pm wanna attend the baking party,yummy :)

Sucks...

2009-08-04T01:26:00.000-07:00

I scored 31/43,argh!!!! So abd o.....i made minor mistakes,geez...!!
anw Ms.Mun yee taught us how to set the table,from lying the cloth,then the slip cloth and what to put first on the table
So here they are:
1. BB plates
2.Dinner plates
3.Cutleries
4.Water goblets
5.Centre piece
6.Napkins

Lotus style of napkin

setting for 4 guests, pyramid style for the napkin
I'm in the same team with Ali and Jess,we set up the table quickly and neatly
But got one piece of error on the table,hmm...and after cheking,there were 3dinner knives and an appetizer knife as the dinner knife
Only a small mistake but Miss could figure it out,wew...applaus for her,hahah....

after that she asked us to clean the table,we're pretending there were 4guests for each station
And the trick was only one way go,for the crockeries and cutleries
So the servant has to take 4 dinner plates + 4sets of cutleries and 4 BB plates + 4 BB knives a t once,it's damn heavy!!
It looked easy,but the fact is NOT,and the most important part is that no matter how heavy the things you take,always Put a Smile onn your Face and pretend they are not heavy,Oh nO.....must be kidding me,ck3...

I tried to take the plate,the first plate was ok with the knife and fork,when got to the 2nd plate,it's heavier,but when i took the 3rd plate to put along,my left hand started to shake,haiz...
I couldn't stand anymore,it's very heavy...totally heavy

I couldn't imagine how come you can take those 8 plates along,and the worst part is that it's not included the foods yet!!

After class we had another meeting for our computer projects,nobody brought laptop so we tried to use the library's one,but it's very lagged and so slow,we then just discussed and agreed to come again tomorrow with new bright ideas,hahhaha....
At night,sucks thing happened,A asked me and D to go for dinner with M cs,we then gathered ,but they're confused where to eat cos got 2 stores,at last they picked store A,but when i ordere already and sat at there,they got up and ate at store B,I just can't believe that cos D also move,wheras in store B got the Eo Eo,Oh my........
A then said to me and another girl,nevermind I am a good friend and i won't leave you,But the fact is??????????????
he mOVED,SUCKS!!! what kind of friend is that?

When he is alone,he comes to D and I,but when now he already got new friends,he just left me this way,WT......
I am totally extremely and absolutely disappointed with Them,all of them

In My life,i only demand 3 things from people:

Honesty

Responsibility

Loyalty

are they so hard to be fulfilled by my friends?

haiz.....

They did this twice alread,yesterday also like that,whatever...........

Whereas i thought D and A could be my besties here,but the fact?Life is tough......

PS: Never hope to much as you'll regret for what

you have done all this time is useless in front of them

Madoline....Oh Madoline....

2009-08-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

I woke up late today,it's nearly 7.30 while i got class at 8 today,ow ow...
I rushed myself and ate 2 sachets of Milo cereal and otw there i ate 1pack of crackers when walking to the college,luckily i was not late for chef amir class,he's very strict and love to deduct people's score,hahaha...
We have potatoes for today,and he taught us how to cut it and peeled it then got a technique called turning potatoes,wew...
I looked at the chef while was demonstrating it,seemed for me it's very easy,but how come when my turn it turned shapeless?hahahha....
We were having mashed potatoes and one type again,i forgot what we called it,hhmm...but it's delicious enough

I cut my hands when using the mandoline,Leon couldn't make the pattern with the mandoline,so i showed him how,it's quite hard and still shapeless,when suddenly crashed,ck3...
My fingers started to bleed,the blood hardly stop and i asked plasters from Chef,i washed it,but after that the blood came out again,then Dickson helped me to plaster it,quiet painful,hahaha....
But we always learn from our mistakes right?hmm...
So I'll be more carefull next time :)

I bought the aunty nasi lemak,it's very delicious,just love it so much, 4 Rm only,hehe...quite cheap,and spicy,hahhaa...
Tomorrow i got Ms.Mun Yee class,and i have to iron my uniform,but when i was ironingg suddenly i saw stains in it,how come and it's like blood stains,oh...
I looked at my fingers and yes,they're bleeding,hmm....

I opened the plasters already cos i was going to take a bath and i thought they already dry,but the scar opened wider,haeya....ck3...
So if tomorrow the uniform hasn't dry yet,i will borrow from Debby,hmm...

We took our dinner at 2nd floor,outside near the BBQ place,

suddenly got a cat nearby and slowly all of them started to come out,they are 4 of it,wew...
We then moved back to insiide again,hahahha.....but the cats were cute o :)

my binder,kinda like story book right?

I saw quite stuff in Andre's unit,all of us gathered around to chat and to study cos tomorrow have exam,and i found a cute bread strip for handphone,so cute!!!! I want it so badly,hiks2...
but nvrmnd Sunway I'm coming next week,hehehhe....so I'll buy o :)

PS: Thx for the breads :)

Final performance

2009-08-01T18:12:00.000-07:00

You were once
my one companion . . .
you were all
that mattered . . .
You were once
a friend and father -
then my world
was shattered . . .

Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
wishing you were
somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would
be here . . .

Wishing I could
hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I
never would . . .
Dreaming of you
won't help me to do
all that you dreamed
I could . . .

Passing bells
and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental,
seem, for you,
the wrong companions -
you were warm and gentle . . .

Too many years
fighting back tears . . .
Why can't the past
just die . . .?

Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
knowing we must
say goodbye . . .
Try to forgive . . .
teach me to live . . .
give me the strength
to try . . .

No more memories,
no more silent tears . . .
No more gazing across
the wasted years . . .
Help me say
goodbye.

PS: I love this song o,hahhaha....Phantom of Opera,hmm,...no wonder

Semi final hollie Hollie Hollie

2009-07-31T18:07:00.000-07:00

Edelweiss, Edelweiss
Every morning you greet me
Small and white clean and bright
You look happy to meet me
Blossom of snow may you bloom and grow
Bloom and grow forever
Edelweiss,Edelweiss
Bless my homeland forever.

Small and white clean and bright
You look happy to meet me
Blossom of snow may you bloom and grow
Bloom and grow forever
Edelweiss,Edelweiss
Bless my homeland forever.

1st Performance

She did quite bad,she's too nervous,but isn't she faking her crying?
cannot embed the video,hmmm...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCZdi714R4g

2nd time performance

She looked more relaxed and enjoy the song

PS: Ring a bell of mine when i was small,i love to listen to this song
Edelweiss,how beautiful you are :)

Hollie Hollie Hollie

2009-07-30T18:02:00.000-07:00

I could have danced all night, I could have danced all night
And still have danced some more
I could have spread my wings, and done a thousand things
Ive never done before

Ill never know what made it so exciting
But all at once my heart took flight
I only know that she, began to dance with me
I could have danced, danced, danced, all night

PS: what a pure voice she has

All gone,swt

2009-07-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

I dunno what happen in my blog,my posts wouldn't come out,oh sucks!
Some said maybe got stg wrong wioth the skin,so i have to change it again,haiz...

I got no time so i just pick randomly one skin,not so beautiful or elze= simple,but at least my posts come out,maybe I'll pimp it again if i got time

PS: FnB exam is coming this Tuesday,hmm.....Study!! Study!! Study!!

CHEESECAKE...

2009-07-24T00:46:00.000-07:00

Some of the creations of the Wedding cheesecakes,hmm....wish i can decorate this great,so delicious o,hahha....

so beautiful:)

those are for the guests o,hehe

adu,cakepnya,with roses o,very very romantic

so elegant and pure

It's so soft and all girl's dream,love the cake

Love it love it love it

PS: I want my future shop to be like this,check it out

http://www.pscheesecake.com/index.html

Beautiful Girl

2009-07-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

You're way too beautiful girl

That's why it will never work

You had me suicidal, suicidal

When you say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls

They only wanna do you dirt

They'll have you suicidal, suicidal

When they say it's over

See it started at the park, used to chill after dark

Oh, when you took my heart, that's when we fell apart

Cuz we both thought, that love could last forever (Last forever)

They say we're too young, to get ourselves sprung

Oh we didn't care, we made it very clear

And they also said, that we couldn't last together(Last together)

See it's very define, you're one of a kind

But you're much on my mind, you often get decline

Oh lord my baby you're driving me crazy

You're way too beautiful girl

That's why it will never work

You had me suicidal, suicidal

When you say it's overDamn all these beautiful girls

They only wanna do you dirt

They'll have you suicidal, suicidal

When they say it's overI

t was back in 99, watching movies all the time

Oh when I went away for doing my first crime

And I never thought, that we was gonna see each other(See each other)

And then I came out, mommy move me down south

Oh I'm with my girl who I thought was my world

It came out to me, that she wasn't the girl for meS

ee it's very define, you're one of a kind

But you're much on my mind, you often get decline

Oh lord my baby you're driving me crazy

You're way too beautiful girl

That's why it will never work

You had me suicidal, suicidal

When you say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls

They only wanna do you dirt

They'll have you suicidal suicidal

When they say it's over

Now we are fussing and now we are fighting

Please tell me why, I'm feeling slighted

And I don't know, how to make it better(Make it better)

You're dating other guys, you're telling me lies

Oh I can't believe what I'm seeing with my eyes

I'm losing my mind, and I don't think it's clever(Think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl

That's why it will never work

You had me suicidal, suicidal

When you say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls

They only wanna do you dirt

They'll have you suicidal... Suicidal

PS: i've listened to this song at the past,but always forgot to browse it,

Now i have time cos somebody just sang it and rang a bell of mine,hahha...enjoy

kOTAK2...I'm coming

2009-07-22T19:15:00.000-07:00

I got a Kitchen theory class today,and my lecturer is Mr.Amir,same person when i have on my practical class,hmm....

Actually he was a nice lecturer,if you just obey his rules

1.Punctuality
2.Attendance
3.grooming
those have to be fullfil,if you don't want a reduction in ure score,hmm...

He told us about what we're going to learn,cos this is still the briefing week,he just share things with us,from where he borned then how long he had been chef,bla3...
then he asked all of us to introduce ourselves and told us what is our ambitions

I got more than 1 ambiton,which mean good and bad things,the good one perhaps at least i know what i want to be as some of them still didn't know yet
But the bad one,my ambition is not as easy as fliping my hand,it needs hard work,determination,and patience

First: I want to be a great hotellier,who knows one day i can be a GM

2nd: I want to open my own patisserie shop,majoring cakes

and of course cheesecakes o:)

perhaps i can make my own wedding cakes leh,hahaha

all made of cheese,akakka,with nice simple decoration of flowers,hmm...

3rd: I want to be a wedding planner,where i can plan all the things

starting from the wedding gowns, the flowers,the decorations
until the foods

just like in the movie,but i'll have to work in big country already as if in Indonesia

seldom people will use my service o

But different in other advancing country

they're too busy to plan so they'll use the wedding planner service,hehe..:)

We then got the F&B theroy class with Mr.Remi,he is a French

His France acsen really nice,hahaha....he told us some French,and of course the most popular one is Bonjour,akkakka

He won't be teaching for next week and the next 2 weeks as he is going to France,his brother is getiing married,hahahha....so nice o,going to France,hmm...

Tonight,i attended the Kotak2 party,it was a party with kotak2 dresscode and for Indonesian student only,we had sate kacang there with es buah,so Indonesia,hahha

they also got banda and sang a song,guess what song

CARI JODOH,omg....hahhahha....

we then played game and my team won,Oh! when we registered our name,they gave us a Glow in the dark braclete,i took the violet color and then my team was all with the violet bracellet on them,some of the members were really lebai,khas Indo bgt,hahhaha...

Anyway my Indo aksen had changed,cos i mixed it all,Well...most of the Indonesian came from different provinces,some Palembang,Surabaya,Pontianak,Jakarta,and only soem can speak hokkien,ahhahha...kinda medok already my aksen,but that's ok,thy're all really funny :)

PS: Narsism starts before,and after the party,hahahha....

Injectection + uni collection

2009-07-22T01:47:00.000-07:00

I woke up and get ready for the day,today Ms.Lim's class was canceled cos we've to go through the Injection and Uniform collection that made the time crashed,so she postponed it

I got a computer class with Mr.Vijayan,an Indian and a very nice lecturer,this was my first meeting with him and he told us all how to gain marks in his lesson,he also explained the rules and the worst! my first day but already got project to do,ck3..
In this term,we will learn how to use MS Word, Publisher,power point and Front Page
Our project was to design a flyer or brochure to promote HILTON hotel,and must be in hardcopies and soft

We went to the MPH(Multi Purpose Hall) at 10 to have the typhonic injection,it's an injection to make our disease that we got in our body died so it won't transfer to the foods as hospitality students have to deal with foods later in the kitchen
The injection was only for the Hospitality student o,wew...but it's for our own good too

I was kinda busy,I have to get the coppies from the shop,cos Ms.Lim and Ms.Mun Lee gave 2 books to be copied by the Class Rep,which is me,and then distribute the books as this term material,wew...i went upstair and downstair,busy la...
I ate Chicken Pepper rice today,quite good but costed me Rm 4.80

I went for the uniform collection and found out that my chef uniform hasn't arrive3d yet and have to wait for sevreal days,lol...i love that uniform the most o,ck3...
I got the service cloth,knife sets, restaurant uniform, vest, safety shoes, wine opener,hat, etc
Fortunately my name was caleed first so i didn't have to wait until 5 pm
But in the same time it was also unfortunate loh, the school bus only comes at 4.15pm ,5.15pm ,6.15pm,now it's around 3 only,so i'll just get ol at the library again o,hahhahha....

PS: Wondering where to go for today's dinner,hmm.....

Skiiping

2009-07-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

So nice to get ol again,I skipped my blogs again,swt...
But i got reason for this, I got no laptop here,and planned to buy one asap
and the fact was i didn't buy it in my first day,2nd,3rd and i bought it on the 4th day
When i thought i could get online,the fact stg wrong with the server so the owner told me the people will fix it by this week which meant i'll have to wait,and until now still broken
I have to ol at the college or by using the wi-fi access on the plaza
So annoying and suffering,ck3...

What i've been through this weeks were undescriable,so many things happened
From the orientation,the team building games,the uniform measurement, the classmates,until the lessons

I wouldn't write them all,cos just too much and i forgot some already,the exact date
But the orientation was boring
The game was fun
Love the uniform,esp the chef uniform,but the restaurant's was very nice too

Then got 4 Iranian students,1 Pollish, Lots of Indonesian and Malay,got Korean and Chinese as well,1 Uzbekistan,1 Kenya, 1 Tanzanian,etc
2 France mentor,i got Mr.Soouji,and Indian,hahhaha....but Mr.Remi gonna teach us in Food and Beverage theory class

They taught us all how to tie up the hair,just like the stewardess,so cool,like the shell,dun have the photo r...hmm...
Then taught us the grooming,what to wear and not, mostly the boys HAVE to wear a tie,and that makes them look really good,some even wear the coat,very formal
while the girls also can wear blazer that makes them look like the businesswomen,hahhaha...

I always love to see guys in their working shirts,with the ties,and coats
Oh! how could i forget, i saw an European guy ...very nice looking,just so captivating o,and very very handsome with his glasses,so smart,akakkakka....i think he's my senior,but just fancy him la,hahha.....

The canteens were great! Tons of foods to be tried....yummy :)
The cakes were awesome,nice design and very2 yummy,i wonder how they made them,wish i had a pattiserie class later....I want those cakes loh,esp the CHeesecakes,my fav :)
I didn;t want to buy e actually,but the trader asked me to try the sample,and i just fall in love with it,each for RM 2, a very small piece of cake loh,haiz...IDR 6000 already,haiya...

I joined the BBQ party that will be held this 31st,RM 5 and is hoping can join the Summer camp as well,but see how la later
I was chosen to be the Class Representative,it's kinda the class monitor,i didn;t want to be because it's a lot of work to do,and on my first day i had to go to the shop and photostat the documents for 15 people in my group
Oh! talking about group,this intake got around 100++ students,so they divided it into 9 groups,by testing our english,and that's what i called English Placement Test

The test structure was like the IELTS,but no Speaking
For group 1,2 and 9,didn;t have to attend english course anymore,which mean the lessons were less, i got the 1st group,hoaray!

All my friends here were lebai,hahaha...so i'm not the lebaiest la,hahahha...

PS: Miss my family n friends in Medan o

Team Building

2009-07-19T00:17:00.000-07:00

Me and Debbie walked to school,hahha.....we missed the 8.10 bus and the 8.35 bus also already gone,it came earlier today,ck3...
I knew that from people,and They names are Gibson and Lyn

Today we got the teambuilding session,and were devided into 6main groups,oh! The Chinese boy name S and his b’day was 22th August o,hahha...2 days earlier than me,i knew that because we were asked to line up according to the date of birth and the month WITHOUT making a single sound,so we’re just pointing,eye contacting and finger gestures + body language

My group got 16 people and i was asked to be the leader,I didn’t want to because a leader has to take responsibilty for the members,and usually the busiest one,hahah...
I have to memorized their strage cute names,Oh my....Got one Iranian girl,i could hardly remember her name,ck3...Adrian,Alweno and Valencia were in my group,we were the first group and we named it Apple,don’t ask me why,hahhaa...it’s the Iranian girl’s idea,maybe because sh loves apple so much,and besides that an apple a day keeps the doctor away right?

We played games,i couldn’t describe them in details,but the first game was a really tough one,my body all got hurt r,hahha...we were asked to collect as many balls from the middle hulla hoop,we here means all of us,around 150 people,hahha...
You may use grabbing,defending your hulla hoop as the balls later would get into there,and snatching of course,hahaha....

1st round,my team got the 3rd rank,and the 2nd round all of us fail,even some should be the winner because the leader said that designed not to fight each otehr,but gotta help each other
We later will be working as a team,even different department,maybe some can be in the Kitchen,Front Office, F& B and Room Service one,but above them all we still work for one major thing,THE HOTEL,so we should help each other and not fightdropping each other.

The 2nd game was called Human Machine,every group have to perform one machine,i picked the Train at first when one of my team member saidwe needed stg more creative,and igave them a minute to think of one machine,result turned out to be only around 3 gave idea,some said how about the CCTV camera,ahhaha...i couldn’t understand how we could role as the CCTV camera,hmm...then my idea was the Arcade machine,we could find it at the Carnival,where we give coupon and we will be given guns and have to shoot targets to get a gift.

We had roughly 20min to practice,move,and make background sounds wew...
As a leader I had to plan and arrange them all,we practise and then perform
The 1st team was Arek’s,they acted as the Train,it’s very funny and I got the 2nd one,then continued by Medhi’s as the Talking Vending machine, Steven’s as the Radio, Ali’s as the wat r...i forgot,and last team acted as the train also,GB i didn’t play the Train,cos got 2 trains already,hehe...

the last game was really unexpected,I never thought that they'ld be that brave to held this game,ck3...
I got some photos of them,alter i'll upload deh

PS: Tired...but excited :)

1st night in KL

2009-07-13T00:15:00.000-07:00

1st day

Sutomo school opened today,me and mom had to catch the 9.40 flight while Grandama is going to Bali with Bentengs,It was Monday morning and I slept quite late yesterday so of course felt very sleepy,hmm…
Said goodbye to Dad,bro,sis,Grandma and sis Pipit(my maid), felt quite sad,but still got mom right?
We reached airport around 7 after dropping Anna,the airport was not really crowded,saw some Muslim who are going to naik Haji,then after around 8,Global friends came,Oh! Bad news,plane got delayed 2hours,ck3…it supposed to take flight at 9.40 turned out into 11.40,swt. Hate the airport,too small,and no facilities,wish the new Kuala Namu one can give me a good impression.
Felt really bored there,so just replying any single message from my friends saying Sun hong,Oh! Flo came to say goodbye with her PC and friends,hahhaha…Anyway Sandoko met me and gave me a piece of paper from T

My luggages were luckily didn’t overload as 1kilo costs 45rupiah,the limit for 1 person is 15kilo,so 2 people were given 30 kilo,mine and mom 29.4,wkwkwkkw….
We took 2 hand carries,they were very heavy as well,then somebody reminded us that a hand carry can only given max 8 kilo,GB mine was 7.7 while mom’s 8.1,so still okay
The luggages and hand carries were killing me,very very heavy already
Arrieved there and had lunch at Marrie Brown,then we went to Our own condo,mine was Ridzhuan Condo,I’m going to be D’s roomate for a year or more,so here’s the list
Fenny= Uncle James’s
Fricilia= Sunway
D and me= Ridzhuan
Franz and Rob= Ridzhuan as well
The rest= Mentari
An Indian cute boy name Husni or what la came and asked me + the rest to follow him,and my room was at th 1st floor only Block B,hahha…the purple color one,my Fav, the Blue=A and the orange= C

I was shocekd when he showed our room,ok first impression when I walked in the unit,It was colored with pink for the wall,and my room white only, the bathroom was terrible and the place didn’t smell good,argh!... We took a quick briefing,but mom kept saying from beside we didn’t want this room. So annoying,I know what she meant,but she didn’t have to keep telling me and besides it’s very impolite as the guy was explaning the rules to us,ck3…anyway the room costed 550rm for a month
At last he brought us to the Taylor’s residence office,where we complained,and asked to move to another room,I took the AC room,but they said regarding this time intake,there were many students that had stayed already and all rooms were full,gotta wait for several months and pray for somebody to get out from her room,lol

We kept urging him,until he said there was one room left but No AC,mom and D’s mom decided to take a look,it was on the 8th floor,the result and costed around 459rm,it was okay,newer and cleaner,our rooms were still untouchable,as the chair and furniture still look really new
We then moved in,Oh Gosh….just imagine dragging the luggages + hand carries,I wish I got more hands,hahhaha….moved here and there,so annoying,and tiring as well
Before moving,mom asked them to put us a te Suria Mas waiting list,as it was very new condo,so many people raced to stay there. She then said stg like,you could ask sbd who might want to rent the room at Suriah Mas,not under Taylor’s la,cos if under Taylor’s,no room already.

The staff(actually the 2nd year student at Taylor’s called Guat Sin) texted me,got an agent number called Jeffrey Lee,I always remember his name as jimmy you know,hahhaha….maybe the Jimmy Lukas priest image still stick in my head,right now.
It was quite late already when we could reach Jeffrey. I was having my dinner with mom,I ate Char Kwetiao,here different Kwetiao Goreng with Char Kwetiao,whereas in Indo,it’s just the same,only one mandarin but the rest Indonesian,but the maid said Char Kwetioa was fried with seashells while Kwetiao goreng no,hmm….weird,just the same for me,both are delicous,hahhaa…

Oh! One custom that are very weird for me,cos when I was ordering the foods,the maid just draqg the chair and sat besides you,wah3..ane tua pan r…I was shocked for 2 seconds,hahha…but guessed it showed hospitality in Malaysia,who knows….:)
We went to Suriah Mas along with D’s mom and grandma,and of course D+ my mom too,to meet Jeffrey,Suria mas was really totally new place,and if you ask me to order it increasingly then I’ll say

Mentari, Ridzhuan and Suriah Mas

Took a look at the Suriah Mas’s room,the owner was really tomboy r,at first I thought we(me and D) gonna stay with mix people,I mean men and women in the same unit but different rooms,but when talking to her and saw her nearly,SHE WAS A GIRL,ck3…her hair la,wew…emo style,totally man’s hair,jrbrak jrbrik,hahahha….The room was okay,But again No AC r…and no studying table too,cos the woner actually wanted to rent to workers only,not student,she didn’t speak Hokkien or Malay,Kantonese,khek, Mandarin and English can,her name is Micky,25years old,and working in OCBC bank as Marketingofficer or manager,forgot already.
She rent the room for 550(50rm for internet) that’s for 2 people,so one people only charged you 275rm,it’s half cheaper than under Taylor’s o,ck3….no wonder they are very rich
Here’s not under Taylors,this is local citizens’ house r…
SO we made the deal and gonna MOVE AGAIN tomorrow,Oh my…..gonna be a long long way down,haiz…

PS: My first and last day staying in Ridzhuan,hahaha…as I’m going to move tomorrow

Announcement

2009-07-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

Maybe I won't be ol0 o for this several weeks,hahhahahha
First my speedy was Totally Extremely and Absolutely Over Limit
300% from where i should spend,ck3...
And When arriving there maybe I'll have to register for the connection and it will take times,hate to stay away from msn and fb,hmm....

PS: Seem that I could hardly hate him,cos he's my sunshine
Always shine for me,will you?

DEPAPEPE

2009-07-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

Great! I should have known this,when I woke up I couldn’t feel my right arms,hahahha….so hurtful r…maybe because of yesterday badminton practice, I did some smashes,but easily blocked by my Bro,lol :p,but he did teach me how to improve my backhand,my backhand was sucks!

Mom cooked delicious dishes today,yummy….She always does great in cooking. Maybe she should open a restaurant,hahaha…Love her homemade dishes
Pia and friends texted me that seemed that today they’ld have to cancel the hang out cos most friends couldn’t come,Well….I’m okay cos indeed it was to urgent,yesterday suddenly we inform the rest,and no wonder some already got things to do or events to attend,so maybe next time

Budi went to Singapore today,I didn’t know what time,but I texted him already to say farewell words,hmm….Wish the best for him there

Just left 2 days before mine,and tomorrow was gonna be my last day to GMI church,and I wouldn’t miss it. I wish to attend the 7.15 service,considering the last time before I go there,but mom said Noone was gonna deliver you there,and Do not wake me up at that time,too early

So guessed I would attend the Public service again,I didn’t know what to do o,
thinking about the farewell,ck3..
It’s killing me,Mom teased me that if I go tomorrow,I’ll surely cry,ck3..She really underestimated me loh,hahhaa….But maybe yes maybe no,Why everyone said so sih? My face is really a cry baby face meh?hahhaha….

Just enjoying every single second there with my friends tomorrow and I’ll handle the rest

Oh song of the day comes from DEPAPEPE,from my bro laptop,at first I didn’t like it,because it is the instrumental songs,specialized in guitar,with 2 members,
then when watched them, their Canon in D,really amazed me,
and I love the Snow Dance too,very cheerful.
When will my bro can play the guitar that well,hahhaha….
The musics that they composed were easy to listen,perfect combination.
And when I listen to the song,Snow Dance,I caught one thing, Don’t give up! Thx for the song

PS: Couldn’t finish my packing,there are always things that I forget to bring,
argh!!! 15 kilo limits,hmm…..

Long time no sports

2009-07-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

I played Badminton with my neighbor, pairs,me with my bro and she with her maid,we played it in the basketball court. I didn’t play it for a long time already, I love badminton more than other sports,my backhand still bad,just dunno why the hand seemed didin’t want to listen to me,ck3…while my forehand was okay,but I need more power to make the shuttlecock sounded smooth,just like my brother,hmm…
He played really good and I am so afraid of his smash,akakka….I learned how to block it,but the cock came so fast,ck3… Oh! The cock hit my ear when he was smashing, Ohhurt loh,haiz…

Then after got bored with that I played basketball with him and also my maid and Anna, my bro was to tall that I could never block his throw,and he was a great forward,with his 3point shoot,wew…
I stood at the free throw line,and tried to throw the ball,but it just went to right or to left from the ring,argh!! I'm never good in Basketball
I then cycling the bicycle,just felt so free and back to where I was small, My first hobby was cycling o,hahhaha….

When I was small I would ride my bike in my garage and around my house,I really love when the wind crossed my face and I felt so comfortable with it,and my bro was my best partner that always accompany me wherever I go, Just wish that moments were kept inside of us,I love him always even he was so naughty and got me going crazy everytime,hahahha….
I felt so fresh after playing those games,wish tomorrow I could play with them once more

At night I watched The Master season 4, it was just started so still the elimination part,as usual Master Deddy Cobuzer always amazing with his tricks,I’m wonder how much time he put to be a great magician like that,then Master Rommi Rafael,I prefer him than Deddy,sometimes Deddy was too show off and think that he’s the best,his critics,wew…seldom good,always to the negative side,hahahha…

But he did that not for nothing,but because he was really expert in it,so it’s not just a Bullshit or Nonsense while Master Rommy,he was more friendly,but I got bored with his show,cos he just hypnotized people that way and that way
One of his fav sentence
“ Lebih dalam lagi lebih dalam lagi”
All the candidates were great,I love the 1st one and a girl who could hypnotize people,the first was a waria,but he did entertain people so much,while the girl was rather nervous,but I was sure that she would be a great hypnotizer in the future if she kept practicing,I didn’t watch it until the end,because I was very tired already

PS: I ate a bowl of ice cream today,wishing I could cool down my head. And dunno since when I ate chocolates, I used to hate it so much,but remembering people said Chocolates can make you feel better when you are upset or sad, so I just ate them all. And I did feel better,fiuh…Thx Ferrero Rocher

A visit to Sutomo

2009-07-10T02:50:00.000-07:00

Met Gozali teacher and Miss LHS,they seemed unchanged,hahahha….
I gave the report to the staff and she asked me to come again tomorrow for the result,and they’re quite busy today,there was a meeting in the school with teachers and staff

My heart situation was not really good recently,I’m afraid,just not ready yet….countdown 2days more and many other things came out in the last minute,Oh my…
Doing my best to solve it all before the time

I listened to many songs today,just to calm me down, from rock to jazz,I mixed then up all, I’m stressed!! Then i listened to hillsongs,Jesus in my life,wew...

"When things have got me down and no is around
I got Jesus, I got Jesus
When life's a mystery and peace is what I need
I got Jesus, I got Jesus

Pre-Chorus:
Everybody, everywhere
C'mon, C'mon, let me hear you sing

Chorus:
Everything Ok and everything's alright
'Cos I got Jesus in my life"

Went to Global Total to give the imperfect documents,hmm…
Recently I felt really lazy o,no mood to do anything when suddenly Anna asked me to take a walk with her around our house,so I just said yes,we went to the swimming pool and I sat by the pool with her,playing water,So fun,hahhhaa….

Pia called me,It was quite surprising,what a rare occasion,hahha….we talked almost 20minutes, just having a short flashback with her,she was going to USU to take the Doctor one,she hasn’t decided what she’s going to specialized,then we also chatted about Nickson, CP, Tang,Steven,Ong,Heri,Bachtiar,etc…All were my friends when in the Jambi tuition
We decided to hang out together tomorrow,at Sun o….Medan got no place to go,she said so,hahhaha….just imagine the location of our talking,me by the pool,ahhahha....

PS:SO just see tomorrow o

The news..

2009-07-09T06:25:00.000-07:00

No mood for posting loh, used to be a good day,
until the news turned it all upside down
My feeling right now :
- Angry
-Upset
-Disappointed
-Regret

I'll rewrite it as soon o,maybe tomorrow....

PS: I'm so disappointed of you,thought that........
All are the same,liers

I'll have to say i love you in a song

2009-07-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

Well, I know it's kind of late
I hope I didn't wake you
But what I got to say can't wait
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song

Yeah, I know it's kind of strange
But ev'ry time I'm near you
I just run out of things to say
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song

Ev'ry time the time was right
All the words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song

Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong

So I'll have to say I love you in a song

PS:This song always crossed my mind,hmm.....

Jacko's spirit,wew

2009-07-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

The sun shined brightly outside too shinny instead,Outside it was very hot.

We woke up about 11 am,but we’re still tired and lazy to get up,so we just continued our talks

My handphone credits r…ARgH!!! Too much already,Dad is gonna kill me this time,hahhaha….

But it’s my last month to use my number,hmm….
I love the number so much o,very easy to memorize,beside t is only 10 digits,no limit,
as I use Hallo,and it’s very rare already,
I mean,where still you can find 081161 in front?

Oh! Before I forget, my 2nd number,I closed it already,so the 20108 was no longer available,don’t text me there,useless…

Mom asked me to get up because I had to go to legalize my reports at school,
I rushed myself to took bath and prepared the documents.
I went to school,but to bad the principal went home already,the staff asked me to come back tomorrow,before 12 o’clock.

I went home and gathered with the rest,when suddenly the Kasak Kusuk channel
,broadcasted about Jacko’s death ceremony, I missed the live show,cos it showed when midnight,haiz…
Missed that important event,I didn’t really a great fan of him,but I love his style of dancing and the Moonwalker of course,hahahha…..
wonder how he did that,and in the show, the daughter said a few words,it’s very touching,ck3…

Why when sbd’s gone we’ll just realize that we’ve got a Great person? While when he was alive,many conflicts he faced,but we just felt that it’s a usual thing

And anyway,some facts proved that JAcko’s spirit was still here,in the world,cos the camera caught his photos,and that’s quite creepy thing,but the face was really same with late JAcko,hmm…..wondering the truth

When one by one went home,I hugged them,but I couldn’t cry like I was going to meet them again, Bet I’m stronger this time,hahahha…but Aline said that she and friends would plan to deliver me when Monday,my flight was at 9.30 am,but seems that I’ld have to go there faster as this Monday my sis,RoseAnna,buy new semester books,hmm….So maybe around 7,I’ve already started my journey and reached there around 8
See you all there then:)

I went to salon to cut my hair,too long already,and went to take my fd from Cindy.
Long time I didn’t meet her,she was still Cindy,wkwkkw….of course la,haha…
I missed her too.
I went to Macan Yaohan to buy things that who knows might be useful for me when I reach there. At night nothing extraordinary happened,I just chated for a while cos my bro asked me to of,he wanted to use it. Talked to my bro in the bedroom and just get to sleep,cos tomorrow,I’ll have to go to school again.

Oh! My school was being renovated,they paint it all over with orange color,hmm….lots of works to do for them as Sutomo was not a really small school,7 buildings,hmm…Good luck then,holiday means that no single canteen or shop open,ck3…
And the school bulletin board also hadn’t changed,still the Magician edition. Miss them………..

PS: Credit over limit and now even my speedy too,haiz…Busy month

ELECTION + BBQ

2009-07-08T02:35:00.000-07:00

I went home around 1 after did my responsibility as a good citizen,hahha…
Today was one of Indonesia important day, all of the people chose their next president,sand which mean HOLIDAY :)

There were 3 candidates,namely
1. Mega-Prabowo
2. SBY-Boediono
3. JK-Wiranto

MY TPS was at jln Bintang,near my old house,I didn’t get the paper to elect,but Daddy brought our Family card and all of our ID cards,they then let us to elect
It’s a secret who did I picked,hahahha….
I went home and got ol9 and when I went downstairs,daddy and bro + Anna were playing chess and Chinese chess,long time tradition o,love to see them gather there

They used to play those game when lots of works came and ruined everything,our gathering even on Sunday,oh sucks….But Thanks God,today You brought that back
I’m not a good player,but I played well in Chess,but not in Chinese chess,hahahha….rather confused,here some photos…

Mom asked me to accompany her to 4th floor,she wanted to wash some clothes because today my maids went home,they said because of the election,hmm….
At first I didn’t want because I’d taken bath already,and I knew that I’ll have to take a bath once more after washing,cos I’ll get wet while washing
But at last I agreed,it’s been a long time since all the family member gathered around,just love the gathering,Oh God….Thank’s for giving me such a wonderful family
I know evensometimes things gone wrongly,and there were sorrows,but I believe that in Your hands,all of them will be beautifu;,cos You’ve planned stg marvelous behind all of these right?:)

****

THE BBQ

Acu came first,then Aline,TCL,Asuk and Sile
Three of us(Me,Ac and Aline) made jellies,we did them together,1st formula didn’t seem okay,hahhaha….It’s very sticky,kwkwkwkw….they said it’s like “phi”(Ups…sorry,hehe)wkwkkwkw….from the color and the texture,Oh.so disgusting,ahhahha…But can eat la,just don’t remind me about that while I’m eating,deal Line ? Zhu?hehe…It’s Lychee flavor
The 2nd one= Orange,while the 3rd = Mango mongo.love the last

the lychee flavor,hihih

Aline

Acu

We joked all round,my home was like the kopitiam,very loud and noisy,full with chatter and laughed of course,hehe… When TCl came she made the Omellete noodle,hers and mine was quite different,I mean the method,but both are still Omelette noodle
It’s quite spicy,but love it,yummy

We started when Asuk came,she was leaving around 10pm….We gossiped for a while,akakkak…all of us,we’re not gossiping,but it’s already the facts,but some still didn’t know yet,so is it count as gossiping?hmm…..

They brought their foods,
Mine= Sate+ lontong , prawns, cuttlefish, and fish
Aline= Lemon tea, Nuggets Stikkie and Zoo
Acu= Salad
TCL= Omellete me,the ingredients
Asuk= Ice cream
Sile= macaroni

The foods fullfil the table even before we sat,thing all around the table,we could hardly sit until we moved them,hahhaha….
We chatted while eating,but he foods seemed too much,hahha….
couldn’t finish them all,but we kept talking and eating,at last still left some,but not that much already,hehe…

Oh! They bought me a dress,it’s very beautiful. It’s almost the same dress,the pattern like the one I wanted last time in the Petisah Market,that cost 300thousands,almost the same,different colors and texture o… I love the dress,Thanks Guys,I love you all 
Some stayed,but 2 gone,Asuk and Sile,they’ve got stg to do tomorrow,
I hugged Asuk when she’s leaving,she kept asking me to cry,hahahha,but I couldn’t maybe because I knew we’re meeting again in the church this Sunday and the same as Sile

We continued by playing Poker and children’s game,then we got to ol9,
Aba was waiting, Aba is my ballet friend that already went to California to continue her study. The time difference almost 10 hours,so it’s morning there while here midnight,hmm…

We chatted and chatted,it’s nice to see her again even through webcam,must Thank’s the eventor,hahahhaa…. She seemed staying the same,still ba ba,hahah…and mong mong,she had just waken up,so her face was really sleepy,hahahha….

Stg wrong with the internet,she couldn’t see us,but we could,she only could hear our voices,I tried and tried then she could see our faces,but no sounds,lol…
Then we kept trying,but after deciding we prefer to hear voice only,we’re discussing if don’t want to be called gossiping,and asked her,we laughed inspite it was midnight already,Lucky no neighbor rang my house’s bell,hahhha…

Around 3 am,we’re sleepy already,and got to sleep,in my bedroom we told jokes,and Alinelaughed th most,I just slam my blanket to her mouth and face,to decrease her volume,but she could hardly stop.hahhaha…..so Nice la,awkkwkwkaka…..
We joke around and talked for a while,until I didn’t know what time we slept peacefully
Oh! i took some photos of here through the webcam

PS: BBQ + sleepover party, watch out The Gossip Grls are back

raining babe

2009-07-07T23:40:00.001-07:00

It’s hard to believe that I woke up at 1.30 pm this morning.

I’m not a Pig ,ahhahha, Well…I love to sleep cos it will bring you to a world where no Burden you will have and a world of Yours,plus it’s really good for your health
If you don’t have enough sleep,You can easily be ill and low blood pressure = can cause faint,that’s what I had last time, then couldn’t concentrate well and unstable emotion.

I was quite shocked,ok I’ll tell what happened
,so I woke up around 8 am already,because I remembered I still ask my Grandma what time it’s now,when I thought I was going to close my eyes for a moment before I really woke up and after I opened my eyes,I grabbed my cell phone because I wanted to listen to the music,2 messages were in, made it rang,and I was still listening to the music when I planned to reply the messages and I saw 13.14pm in the clock,I just shocked. I woke up hurriedly and turned the lights on to see whether the clock in my phone was the same with the wall,and yes…It’s 13.30 already,haiz…

I know I chatted until 12 yesterday,but usually I could get up at around 9,ck3…What a wasting of my precious time r,ck3..
Time flies so fast, It seemed that I’ve just closed my eyes and then opened it,but already passed 5hours,hahaha….
I was texting like crazy recently,from room to car,from car to current places,even when practicing at the Pemuda choir,ck3…Maybe because of the BBQ party who was going to be held tomorrow night,lots of things to text and inform them about the changing schedule,bla3…wew..

It was sunny outside and mom had brought Taylor’s offer letter back from Global Total,
rules how to dress,wew…sounds weird,and the conditions that I have to agree,
ONLY for hospitality students,the rules in the way you dress is a little bit strict,wew….

Maybe they have to dress neatly,Well…. Hotel people always like that,neat,
It’s written in 5-6 pages paper, Oh! I need to go to school to legalize my reports,The Global people said no need at first,but then they said the Uni wanted a proof,ck3…very annoying,but that’s fine,I love to go back to school again,Wanna see the shopkeeper there,some maid there knew me really well already because I love to buy their foods,Hope they’re fine

I dressed up politely to meet the principal, Mrs. Emmi Gani,hahhaha….Sutomo was full with rules,have to wear trousers or skirts,no pants,then wear shoes instead of flip flop,No U can SEE,bla3…
The weather was not really friendly when I was going out and yes it was raining VERY VERY HEAVY outside, so I had to cancel the visit.

Oh! Just remember that I kept remembering the party members not to forget to bring their things,but I’ve just realized that I haven’t bought mine,swt,The “friendly” rain seemed didn’t want to stop,and tomorrow is The most important day in Indo,THE ELECTION, which means no one will open their shops o,haiz…Wish the rain stops soon

PS: ELECTION and BBQ the same time,wew…gonna be a tired day,but of course Fun :)

Clarissa my little niece o^^

2009-07-06T03:55:00.000-07:00

I had bad hair day today,sometimes I do really hate my hair,wanna cut it.
SO messy and annoying,I could bring it to the saloon,but I hate saloon,hmm…
Have to wait,and besides my hair loss much there because they pulled it hard,and all those machine la,wew…the sounds,made me had headache
After saloon of course look more beautiful loh,but what to highlight was the process to become more beautiful,wew..Was really suffering,hahhhaaa….

I continued my Gossip Girl to 1F already,How come so many conflicts happened around them?
I used to love Nate and Dan,but seemed that he’s such a jackass,playing around girls feeling,Oh my…
Cute and handsome,I’ll have to admit who’s Nate is,but his altitude is killing his good image in my mind,while Chuck was a real Playboy but turned to be a Gentleman at the end,wew…

I didn’t suppose he’ll end that way,but bad guy gone good,hahha…He really got style when speaking,he does have a charm while for the Gossip girls, Blair Warlford and Serena were very beautiful and I’m amazed by their friendship,wew…
What I love from the movie was when the narrator spoke,and she’;d end it by saying

“XOXO, Gossip Girl”

Love her voice when saying that,hehe..
I had a headache recently, esp when I got up after watching TV,hmm….I used to have it,but lately it turned out again,ck3.

Anyway I went out to visit my little niece at Palembang,my uncle’s daughter went home last week,and is going to Jakarta tomorrow,they live in Japan,what a nice country,hmm…
Her name is Clarissa Krista Jonathan,beautiful name right?

the hair,wew

Bro too tired or too sleepy?

One thing that makes me wondering about her was her hair,she is only 10months,but here hair is kinda Mohak style,so long and jebrak2,hahahha…
at first I thought she was a he until they mentioned her name,Really look like a boy loh.
She has teng sun and also cui khut,so CUTE!!!
Not many children got it,hmm…. She loves to hug people,I was lying near her when she suddenly came and hug me,hahhaha….really really cute la,very lovely and adorable,
I got 2 nieces and 2 nephews,namely Karennina and Clarissa then Kelvin and Justine
All of them are cute,and the closest one maybe is Karen?

PS: I don’t think I can finish my Gossip Girl before I go,hmm….

Tough day

2009-07-05T07:28:00.000-07:00

I woke up late today,bro didn’t come home last night,he was having BBQ with his friends at Cemara Asri,hmm….As usual I read the newspaper and the headline was Serena Williams won the match,me and TJ had been discussing it through msn,here in Indonesia,we didn’t have the chanel,but in Melbourne,they got it,How fun it is to know the news faster before the newspaper,hmm…

I fought with my dad today,my heart’s situation was really bad, I hope I didn’t have to go to the choir exercise,Pemuda, It’s like everything were stuck in my head, I really hate this situation as one wrong word from anyone can trigger my emotion already. I’ve been dealing with it for years,but I couldn’t handle it yet,haiz….
My emotion was unstable,I could get mad easily,but only in a short term one, I bet you don’t want and NEVER want to see me get mad in a long term duration. And above all I’m moody.
Haiz….Maybe I need to meditate myself,hahahha…..

I’m a human,a human that falls in sin already, You can’t expect me to always be a good girl,like what people always think. I still remember when I was in a tuition, It’s my first day,I didn’t talk much because I didn’t feel so well and I’m concentrating in the lesson,people then know me as a quiet girl or else be cham e la, then another situation where I just try to be nice to my friends,but they then use me to do this and that. Some even said SKSD bgt ni org,Oh mY God……

It’s very painful to know that people think that way of you,you became serba salah,don’t talk they’ll think you’re overbearing,talk to them they said you’re SKSD,ck3.
I wanted to tell them,but what to do when that kind of image had been in their minds,I could hardly change it,so I just follow the flow and hope they’ll change their wrong perceptions on me

Okay2…stop that sad story,it was a very long long time ago,Now I’m happy to be who I am
Mostly people’s first impression about me was on the negative side,they’ll said I am a very arrogant or high profile girl, seldom smile,look person from head to toe,not friendly,bla3…
Sometimes I was just quite amazed for what they thought of me at the first,but 97% of them were wrong after making friends with me,hahahha….I’ve warned you not to jugde sbd from their appearances
One if my friend name I,said :
“Thau thau la ,wa sio pi lo cia suka chek e lang lai,pasti u mia khi pan liao e la,be cham e nih…”
“at first I thought you’re a very nerd person,love books very much and class champion, be cha liao la ini”
“Tapi uda cham I la,baru cai ternyt I ane siao e ”
“but after making friends with you,proven that you’re crazy”

I don’t know why many people judge me wrongly,hahhaa….Honest hayo…si bo?hahhaha
I won’t comment so much about the real me,just let the experience of what we had gone through together can let you guess my personality o

*Just one thing, I don’t talk to much to stranger,I don’t want sbd thinks that I’m over friendly,wew..

*********

I went to Sun Plaza to gather with Aline friends,we’re having BBQ party this Wednesday..
Acu came first,me then both Aline and TCL,they were late,really late for sure,I asked them to gather around 2,but they came around 4,hahahha….But that’s okay,they’re having interview for the part time job,hmm…. While waiting for them I ate Fountain Ice cream,Rum and Raisin please….:)

Then went to Food Court to eat D’Crepes,Chilly Dog,love it with Acu, usuall it’s warmer and more delicious,but what I ate today was terrible,ew…
We then walked around and I went to KAiros,it moved to a bigger place,just 3/4 shops from where it used to be,I love the new place,with more books and souvenirs , I was wondering whether I had to buy a Holy Bible or not,English version one,hmm…. For later when I am in KL, I love the children’s one,so cute,with a sheep,but seemed that everyone’s gonna laughed at me if I brought that to church. It costed around IDR 200.000,ck3..

Telling about church,some friends suggest me to go to City Harvest Church,and fortunately CHC was located quite near with my Uni,but I could hardly find my Uni in the map,ck3…Or else there’s one more church,Bro suggested it for me,FGCC, First Generation Christian Church,both are located around my Uni area,hmm….But I love CHC,one of their song was CRY,and I did cry when listening to it,hahha….Christian songs always bring peacefulness to me

The lyrics were really touching

" Lost in You alone
Is where I wanna be
To hear Your voice
Softly in my ear
You whisper words to me
that I am Yours

Can't live a day without Your presence
Closer to You, I wanna be

My soul cries out for more of You, my Lord
My portion and hope
I close my eyes and feel You there
There's nobody else that can
take Your place
In my heart "

After they came, Aline was quite hungry and I teased her by saying I’ve eaten twice already,hahha…She wanted to eat Froyo,Frozen Yogurt and we decided to eat at L.A BETTY,the new shop, it was really crowded,I love the yogurt,I used the Mango and Strawberry toppings,it was really delicious,yummy ?,but the price also expensive o,hahaha….i called the medium one,it costed around IDR 30.500 with 2toppings,Aline= Rum and Raisin + orange, Acu and TCL the same= The Coco and chocolate chips,all of them are delicious

i love mine the most,yummy :)

We continued the Girl’s hang out to Hypermart,they bought some nuggets and pudding powders because this time,every members have to bring one thing to the party,we dismissed around 7pm cos daddy wanna go home from playing Tennis already, cu all girls this Wed^^

PS: exactly 1 week before departure,haiz…

PAntai Cermin....

2009-07-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

We started our journey around 2 pm and reached there by +- 3.30pm
Report! Today was a bright sunny day,a little bit hot and full of Sunshine!

Oh! I’ve just known that Hendrik and Shella were in relationship now,hahha…they sat together in the bus,what a nice couple,hope when their relationship could last until the ceremony,hehe :p
Bro Hengky kept teasing and bothered them by saying

“Ado…lo khua la ni 2 kai,tiam-tiam co khi aja. Sinetron pun boi co r baru 3 tiam aj,bla3.”
Hahhahhaa…..

Then bro Hengky kept saying

“Puji Tuhan,siapa lagi yangmau buang sampah?”

Because after we ate the snack,the plastic we gave to him,I kept laughing in the bus,hahhaa…
Fiuh! At last stg can attract my attention from my sadness and emptiness,hmm…
After we arrived we played game,the sticker one was really funny,but we cheated by giving codes already to our next partners,Upss….:p to prevent that we wouldn’t find a partner,hahaha…

Bro Hengky was really funny,he was the MC + bro Kos as the assistant
There were 5 stage of games,the 1st and 2nd we lost, 3rd and 4th we won,and the last stage we lost again,ahhaha…my team named Bumblebee,just like the Transformer one,hehe…my leader was bro Sunar, the 1st group’s leader was Johnko with HAi Cui name,then the 3rd HT,leader was Athing lause, the last one BEKER aka bebek keren,GMI Gloria people already knew who Bebek was,hahhaa…All of the yells were very funny,for ours,we were inspired by SBY’s slogan,hahhaa..LANJUTKAN!

The name of the games were also weird and funny,I remembered the 2nd one cos it’s very painful,hahha….lucky no one’s feet get bruised,hahhaa…It was Lang bo tak te,above all the event was successful, we took many photos and mostly bro Hengky was the cameraman,with aroung 7-9 cameras on his arms,hahhaa….we posed with many poses as each camera should have different styley right? XD

when it’s getting dark,the rain fell,we ate Rujak at that time and then went home,it’s nearly 7.30pm, in the bus bro Hengky made jokes,I was tired and tried to sleep ,they sang songs and when I almost sleep Damn horn woke me up,Oh my….but it was very noisy too so it’s impossible to sleep as well,and I should stay awake to enjoy my nearly last moment with them,haiz…
They sang many songs,I love bro Jimmy one,he sang Christian Bautista’s song,I forgot the title,bt the lyrics were:

“And baby when you sleep,I watch you breathing. And baby when you dream,I dream with you………………………………………………………………………….I love you”

We also said thank’s for behind scene people in this event,such as Ato ke,John ko,Jimmy ko, Hengky and Kos ko,Athing lause, Jenny cie2, the drivers etc

PS: Love the moments,nite…….:)

Ice Age

2009-07-03T06:06:00.000-07:00

I got scolded by mom for stg that for me was a really small matter only,Oh! Freak
I was ol9 ing when suddenly my brother came towards my place,I’ve known that every time he’s near me when I’m ol9ing,It’ll turn out to be a fight.
Yes…he asked me to of and ate my lunch,I was not hungry at that time cos I woke up late and for me it’s already Breakfast+ lunch,but he insisted,by saying

“Every time you have ol9,you can’t stop. There will be no the 2nd time,I’ll give in for letting you use the internet,bla3…”

What I hate most from him was that he loved to threaten me,e me...Who’s the hell he think he was?
Don’t because he’s older than me,he thought he was my daddy already r…
then mom came and added my burden,She kept screaming and asked me to go downstair. I couldn’t stand it anymore,so I shouted back that
I WAS NOT HUNGRY AND I’LD GO DOWNSTAIR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE after I’d finished my things here.

I started to write my blog in bro’s laptop first and then moved it to the computer,my internet connection was on my computer and that’s why I needed to move form lap to comp,when suddenly my mom again shouted my name, I knew she’s not in a good mood because of my sis and bro,but why should she take it out on me? There’s always a little thing that could make me get scolded,even it’s just a very simple one,haiz…I’m tired and sicked of all of this

J came to fetch me with H and a girl name Jesslyn or Jessica,I forgot already,hehe..
We watched the movie with J on my left side and Jesslyn on my right,the movie was REALLY FUNNY,totally entertaining,hahhaha….love Peach,she’s so cute!!
I didn’t enjoy the hang out,except for the movie,only some in these group were nice ,the rest was USED to be nice,USED TO BE,highlight that words

The past always hurtful,but heart can never lie right? I did miss S to be my bf(read: best friend r,not boy friend,ahhaa),but seemed that it’s the most ridiculous thing that can happen. He’s now got Se and H already and they substituted me since that incident. He’s changed,he’s taller than me,not a cry baby anymore,hahaha….his hair also very long already,he’d grown up into a gentleman. Totally different when we first met,in the Play Group,he’s a very cry baby boy,short,thin,ugly and with that old fashion glasses,hahhaa….Never thought he’ll turn to be like now.

I love to bully him very much as he’s easily cried and he’s so cute when he’s crying.
Maybe I should admit that first love never dies and that feeling was still here,down deep in my heart.
He’s the one who taught me what love means and he’ll forever be in my heart. But I gotta keep moving on,and perhaps he’s not the one who will end to became my soulmate in the future,but no big deal about that as what I felt towards him is not LOVE anymore,but more to sbd who misses her best friend to come back,
A friend who used to share whatever happened,No Secrecy, a friend who used to tease me in class, a friend who used to surprise me until I almost got heart attack, ,a friend who I used to chase because of your naughtiness, Missing that moment…..Do you feel the same?

Wanna say thanks to Him,for hurting me so badly and also for being a nice friend where I could share my pain with,but now we’re going to different paths,We have to move forward and not looking back,wish we can meet again in the future,and once more time Thank’s…..Thank’s Dixon for everything

J’s music taste was really weird,he loves instrumental musics,just to old one,I could harldy listen to it,hahhaa….but he did have Close To You and wonderful world,keep up the good work! :p

PS: Tomorrow bro Wed is having exam,cia you ya^^

Transformer 2

2009-07-02T06:03:00.000-07:00

Okay, today was a really confusing day, My head was going to explode, I didn’t expect any of this thing would happen, Not this Fast at least, haiz..

Well, I’ll start at the very beginning

I went to watch Transformer today with my friends
To be honest actually I didn’t want to go,well….because who attended the group were totally not my close friends so er…seemed that it’ld be a little bit boring
But I’ve promise T,and I’m going to KL next Monday,hmm….So I bet it’s a Yes
I always fulfill my promise,and besides R is coming back from Melbourne,An old friend of mine,so Why should I say No?

I reached around 2pm there with my bro, eventually we’re watching the same movie, wew, but he’s with his friends and I’m with mine. Oh! Mom and Anne were there too
The movie started at 3.15pm, so I just hanged around with my mom, she brought me to The Executive, we’re searching for shirt the long sleeves one, it’s very hard to find one as sometimes the model was too simple, and some it’s too expensive
We ended there after buying another coat and 2trousers
The movie was great, totally men’s stuff, the Robots, the Planes, The Ships, the armies, wew…THE WAR, totally men, hahhha….but I love them, they’re so COOL
I didn’t watch the 1st sequel of Transformer, but I did know some such as Bumblebee, Ironhide, Optimus Prime and the Twins, hahhaha… I love the cars very much,just wish I could haveBumbleBEe,wew…gonna be fun

The story was quite confusing,but I could handle it,the animation was Damn GREAT! Just so real,the actors also played their roles really good ,and all the concept was really futuristic,wew… Will we have robots to help us in military for the next decade? Well….who knows :p

Love Confession

2009-07-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

Unexpected thing happened

I was going to join my mom at Gramedia when T stopped me to say a few words,hmm…
Something in my mind said “No…not that please…”
Then after we chatted a while, what I fear turns to real right?hmm…
Yeah,A love confession,wew… directly and lively
Okay,I’ll answer truly I don’t have any feeling with him. I always and will always consider him as my friend.
Most my classmate,er…ex classmate,I have graduated already ,always keep forcing me to accept him
They said that he is a nice guy, he has been loving you since Junior High School,you could hardly fine another man like him, he’s very loyal, he’s perfect and bla3s
Well…Yes,He’s a Very Nice Guy, a Great and excellent person in both academic and also arT, A boy with an astonishing future that awaits him in front,a really promising person.

But HeLLO People…this is my feeling, I’m the one who knows what I feel. Love can’t be forced, Maybe in your mind he can be the most perfect person in the world,or wtev,he may be a really great guy,but he’s not the guy that I’m searching for.
He is not the guy that can make my heart keep jumping every time we meet,he’s not the guy who makes me feel nervous when he’s around me,he’s not the guy who is always on my mind day by day,he’s not the guy who can make me laugh and cry in the same time,he’s not the guy who drives me crazy every time I think of him, he’s not the guy who makes me can’t take my eyes of,he’s just Not…..

You deserve a better girl than me, I can feel that you love me sincerely,I’m not blind
I always appreciate what you have done,how much efforts you put in order to get my attention
How much braveness you need to gather just to talk with me or etc
I always appreciate even the least thing you have done,but I’m afraid that I’m not the right girl to get all of this,it’s just Too much….
Maybe the best way is just like what you said
“We just go with the flow first,don’t go that far. If later we meet again,then we’ll just think about it again.”
And through this I would like to say sorry too,if I ever made any mistakes or stg that hurt your feeling
But I did that for your own Good,maybe this sounds hurtful,but Idly

The main point is that Heart can never lie, I didn’t feel anything when with you,no matter how nice you are, I nEVER accept sbd’s love in the name of Poor(kasihan) ,as ke dpnnya that kind of relationship won’t last
And at last it’ll just hurt both sides,what I’m searching for is a REAL RELATIONSHIP,a relationship that soon will end with an answer “I DO” from me. I don’t need a relationship for playing or for prestige that I have bf,I’m not that kind of girl, maybe this sounds cruel and God has punished me for this

Everyone always think that I’m perfect,I got everything
Money,Family, Car,Dress,Best friends,Romantic BF, Great Love story,but the fact is I’m NOT,I’m IMPERFECT
No one knows how miserable my life can be,how many times I jatuh bangun and how liter of tears had fallen from my eyes, Got any idea about that? Everyone always look my life from the appearance only,Didn’t they know that I’m faking this Damn Smile? Didn’t they know that inside I’m screaming for help? I’m bleeding?

But that’s okay, I fall so that I can get up and every time I get up,the stronger I am to face this Cruel world. Trust no one as your nearest friend too can stab you from the back.
Yes….that’s one of my dark moment,but now I got You My Lord,and I know in every step I take You’ll be with me,stay close to me…..And with that feeling I’m ready to face the world,nothing is bigger than Your love to Me,and I’ll do anything not to break that

I know maybe this time my blog can be a little bit rude,but no purpose to offend anyone,if any of you feel offended then From my Deepest Heart I say SORRY… and I’ll have to admit it that when writing this blog I did mix my feeling and my deepest emotion inside,just consider that I’m sharing la,haha…

Sometimes I’m confused
Why we fall in love with a person that we even still not sure whether he loves us or not,whereas there is/are somebody out there that always waits for us,that loves us with all his heart? Why Love is like this?
Why we already know that by loving that person we will get hurt,but we still love him?
Why we just can’t accept the one who loves us? The one that will sacrifice everything for us?
Can anyone tell me the answer?

Anyway, I chatted with J and it’s quite an exclusive thing as I’m not really close to him when we’re in class
He’s rather rude and said stg straight to the point without any filter so sometimes talking to him could make your heart felt like being stab by swords,haha…
But I don’t know what makes me called him,just miss ?
He asked me to gather with the rest and watched Ice Age 3,about the transport it’s okay,he’ld handle it
I was quite hesitated because today I’ve just watched Transformers at the cinema and tomorrow I am going again? But remembering he’s been really nice to ask me out and I miss the rest of my friends,so Yup! SUN 21,I’m Coming AgAIN!! :p

PS: I need an answer Father………

Belawan

2009-06-29T09:19:00.000-07:00

I went to Belawan for the passport stuff,hmm…
Most friends felt weird why I went there to extend my passport,it’s proven by their comment in my wall
I seldom went to BElawan,maybe it was my 2nd time only,hahhaa…
The officer there were damn slow,chatter a lot and smoked,OMg…
For Heaven sakes I hate Smokers so much!!! I could hardly breath or even stand 5minutes besides a smoker,wew…

I have no idea why many people like to smoke? Esp the men
If they think that by smoking they’ll look greater,cooler and lbh macho
That’s the stupidest reasons for me, Sooner or later the cigarettes are killing them
I’ll make sure that my Boyfriend IS NOT a smoker

Mom asked me to go with her to Thamrin Plaza,because NEXT was on Sale,she loves NEXT so much
And besides she wanted to buy me a coat,I tried several and I fell in love with a long sleeves shirt,the pattern was really simple and usually wore with the coat
But the price la,wew… IDR 299.000, the cloth was good,quite thick,but it almost the same price with the coat o,ck3.. I’ve just known that baju kantoran was really expensive o…hundred thousands above
It’s different with dress,if dress worth 1-200thousand,but long sleeves shirt,the design was really simple
Stripe or plain white,but almost 200thousand,hmm…
I tried the clothes and found out that I look so mature loh,around 22,wew..
But I love it so much,very exsecutive,ahhahha…
I bought a skirt and a coat there, mom asked me to check the MAtahari for trousers and long sleeves clothes,and the result,they were not cheap,still 100thousand above,cpd

Went to aunt house to take my stuff and ate at Mie Sop Barokah,jln Sekip simpang Merbau. I dislike it,I prefer the Madong Lubis one,Dakko mie sop,it is better,but dunno why Mie Sop Barokah was really crowded,hhmmm…..
I tried to get online,but useless as stg wrong with the internet,haiz..

PS: Really sorry to Berjaya’s friends,
all of you has to understand my condition here.
And the reason why I didn’t ol for several days,
Very Very sorry,dun think that I’m sombong o…

Karen....my cute little niece

2009-06-28T10:06:00.000-07:00

I woke up around 8 to prepare myself,but I got no clothes o… Mom took only pajamas for me
So I had to borrow clothes from cie Linda,I dun really like the clothes cos it made me look like 25,haiz…but I am afraid that it will offend her feeling,so just wore it o..
From the clothes, trousers till the shoes,all of them were none mine,she lent me all
I went to church and joined the choir as usual,they planned to go to PC=pantai Cermin,usually in class me and friends will say PC stands for Prince Charming,hahaha…. This Saturday

Oh,Dear…. Only left 2weeks loh,before my flight,argh!!

Still want to be here, Why when I started to find a light in the darkness,I’ll have to lose it again?
IF I go to KL,I will have to find a new Church and start everything from 0,I feel really comfortable to be with my Church NOW,haiz…
But I know You have planned stg that is bigger for me dear Father,so I’ll just follow the flow
But really gonna miss them o…no one gonna call me Soprano* again,hahha…
PS: * Wenny,Ayuni,Shella and friends usually call me that,they said because of the way I laugh,dunbno la,hahhaa…
Then the f4, akakkaa….Wed bro,bro Sunar and of course Johnko + Sir Daud,heuheuhuheuhe…..

Away from Graha, we went home,Karen, my niece,hardly ate her lunch,and my aunt got angry with her,Well…she ate damn slow,ck3..pity her,she cried when got scolded. She called me Ai(aunty) and I felt so old,hahha..

I got ol for a moment from Linda cie’s laptop when I planned to take a nap suddenly she opened the door ad said that we’re going out.
We dropped her at GKR(Gereja Kristus Raja) and brought Karen to salon,her Dora hair was so cute o..

Then went to Palembang to eat,here I tried to test Karen,whether she knew me or not
I said to her “Karen,lai ho Ai pau yau ma?” with my hands open,she rejected me at first but suddenly push herself to touch me,so I carried her in my arms, I seldom carry baby,hahha…so just felt hard at first,but I’m ok,she felt comfortable,but she’s very heavy loh, 13kilo,wew…
Bt I love baby so much,she’s so cute,with a chubby face,gemesin deh,hehe :p

We went to Sun Plaza and ate at the food court,then we wentt o AMazon
KAren insisted taking the Merry goes around
I love that one too,but remebereing i am too old already to ride it,hahha...
but I ever saw a big one,wish i can ride it^^

we bought ice cream. I was so full already,but if it’s about ICE CREAM, I’ll take it o…I scream for ice cream,Love it so much
there are just 2 things that can make me semangat again
Ice cream and cheesecake, hahaha

She kept forcing to take mine,maybe because I bought the cone one while Aunty bought the glass one for her,to prevent the ice cream to fall down
She insisted to take it,she gave me the ice cream,but she’ll have to take it,if I took away the cone from her,she’ll shout,hahhaa….we took some photos there

After going to Cambridge,I then went home,Miss my family..I kissed my father and mother
I was too tired to get ol and besides it’s already 11 pm,so nite^^

PS: Karen loved the ice cream,but she didn’t eat the raisin,
why r? it’s very delicious loh..One of my favourite favor

Last day for the Retreat

2009-06-27T09:20:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day of the Retreat

At the morning as usual we had SATE together, other group brought a guitar and sang to praise God with it,Troas gathered around and started the SATE
We did it as usual,but stg unusual happened,the other guest wanted to have SKJ,and thir music la,wew...VERY LOUD r....it's very disturbing us,and no longer after it we finished our SATE,ck3...
I shared about my problems and it's quite surprising because i cried loh,dunno how,but just remembered My sorrow at the past, My dark time

We had breakfast and the 5th session + Altar Call
What I know was mostly everybody was crying, wew…
Actually I didn’t plan or even cross my mind to cry,but I saw Alto cried and started to think,Oh! She’s going this July,and then stg crossed my mind that I WaS going too,and there will be nothing like this,no gathering with Church’s friends,at that moment suddenly my eyes bursted into tears
I hugged mostly me friends and shake hands with the guys
Hansen was really funny,he saw me crying,but what he said was not to persuade me not to cry anymore,but he said “Why you are so thin?” hahhahahha……ane bo matching dgn situasi loh,hahhaa…
But I know he just want to make me smile for a moment,Well…thx my friend,langeng2 ma Asuk o :p

We had lunch,nasi kotak and prepared to go home
We waited for our bus to come,we took some photos as well
I got the first bus,but it's not the same bus that picked us up when the first day,it's quite small and inside our bus it's really packed,new members were coming out,such as Ririn cie, Ayuni,Shella,Ruscie and many others outtown people

Bro Sunar sat with me,i sent some Christian songs for him and so did he
I shared things with him,he's kinda my penginjil,hahhaha...
He told me about Lucifer and why he became devil,whereas he used to be God's angel
then he also showed me his phone that had written Bible in it,and i read it
Wahyu stg la....

I also asked him about bahasa roh, can he did it?
then he told me loh,some were not from God,or else sesat e
and why mostly when doing that the Music was totally Loud and others easily fainted,wew...
just amazed by the truth...

Sunar bro stood up because i was a little bit sleepy,hahhaha....
then Wed bro sat besides me,
the first question he asked me was
So,what you get from the retreat......(if i'm not mistaken la,hehhe)
we then chatted a lot,hahhaha...
he asked me to guess how many books he bought, i asked him to give me choices
a. 3 b.2 c.5

i guessed 3,then it was wrong and the next one i picked 2,bingo!
he said he got no enough money to buy. He loves books so much,not to read,hahhaa...but just for collection,he loves buying the books,but haven't read them
No time r....his works are killing him
He wanted to have refreshment for this 4days,so he blocked any call or message from the office,but he said that seemed that this Monday will be a bad day,cos many problems will come,haiz... hope he was wrong

Then about foods,he’s such the wisata kuliner,hahha…he tried many foods and asked me whether I’ve eaten the Sop Sapi, I still remembered the BPK,akakkaka…. I forgot how we reached this topic,but got stg to deal with Palembang mie pansit
Wed bro used to eat there when he was small,but it got more expensive already,yeah…I agreed with him,then Sunar bro teased me again by saying
“e liao la ni Wed,pak pai ai ciak ai chua I liao” hahahha…
Then Wed bro said “Kak I hip siao eng seng jadi tan kong A I, w si Rosemerry e peng iu. Nah ni ie foto”wkwkakkakka…..ane kuai ku r I lang,hahha…

Oh! he asked about manga,then we chatted from NAruto, Eyeshield 21, Shaman KIng, Kiyo until Dragon Ball,still remembered about the thin Bhu then the fussion,hakkakakka....ngakak habis,hahahha....
wed bro kept teasing Lulu,hahha.... I matched Lulu and Polim,they both are really cute o,hahha…

Then i was sleepy and tried to sleep,but the stupid phone kept vibrating and woke me up when i almost asleep,swt...We played a game,er...how to describe ya
Ado…ya gitu deh,hahhaa….. The main point is that the game needed many players and some could get offended because you’ll have to accuse ure friends to find out who is the Bad guy
I got the Mafia at the first round and survived till it ended,hahah…
The one who put hesitation in me was Wed bro,hahah…but luckily no one realized la,hihihi
But that doesn’t mean that I’m a guy that has Angel face with Devil face
The 2nd Mafia was Sunar bro,hahaha…he succeeded in killing me,haiz…but again Wed bro found the mafia,his instinct must be very good o,he can be a detective,hahhaa…
Then the last one,hahhaha….was Wed bro,from the first I had a suspicious on him, dunno why ,but that’s the fact,hehe…
We then arrived at Methodist’s school and that meant Time to Say Goodbye,halah…just like the song o..

Uncle Asen picked me with my little nephew o….Justin,he’s so cute . We had dinner and they brought me to Aunty’s house. I was exhausted but Linda cie asked me whether I wanted to ol or not,ado. It’s a very forbidden question,haiz.. I then got ol and updated my Shoutout in fb,then slept around 11.30,gotta wake up earlier tomorrow.

PS: Fam was still in Brastagi,having BBQ party,wew….

God's Way

2009-06-25T21:32:00.000-07:00

"What had passed was beyond words
and no matter how much i write,it still can't
tell the truth
The truth that was really amazing moments
with friends and You my Lord
Thanks Father for what you had gave
Thank you"

Some photos form the Retreat session

PS: TOns to upload o....wew

My First Retreat

2009-06-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

I skipped my blog again,sorry....

I am tired and lazy to update it and besides that I coudn't ol because

I went to Prapat for Retreat with my friends from GMI

They were from Aceh, Bagan, Perdagangan, then Ranto Prapat as well as Tebing Tinggi and etc

We went there for 4days and 3nights

I love Prapat,cos it's been a long time since i went there,maybe around 5-6years,hmm...

So this was my 2nd visit to Prapat,but we didn't go to Samosir Island or even went to the Beach nearby cos we're not in Vacation,but for a Retreat,but that's okay,I love the view and the air,hmm....so fresh and what a cozy place it is

First Day

Prapat journey took around 4-5hours lol,a little bit tiring,but I'm still fine

I sat alone a t the Bus,because I thought Wenny and friends would join me in the same bus too,but the reality was they had arrived there one day earlier because they're the co

But fortunately Sunar bro came and talked to me,he was just asking for the

but then he sat beside me,Thx God so that the journey wuldn't take as much time as i planned,as by talking with sbd,u would kill the time faster and u wouldn't realize it

We talked about many things,but mostly about Jesus Christ, he asked me how was my feeling,have i accepted Jesus as my Saviour,the ONLY ONE?

we chatted a lot,he's a really nice guy then not long bro Wed also came,sometimes I'm confused whether wanted to call them with Bro or not,if yes seemed to formal but if no Just felt weird and impolite,hmm....If they just realized i barely called their names,I would just said Hei...or waited until they look at e then just spoke what i wanted to say

Bro Wed and I chatted a lot,if I'm not mistaken it's about what ya....er first day mostly oh! they(bro Sunar and him) teased me because I've never been to retreat before,they wanted to scared me by saying

"There will be no hot water,u'll have to pump it or take it from the Well

then about the foods, bedroom, there will be no Air-con,etc"

Then they kept teasing me that i woudn't stand to stay there,I'll call my mom to fetch me asap as i saw the place,bla3..

Then i met Chuan tau Yoshua,he's a very chubby cute man,hahhaa....

with his smily face and very low profile person,surely if u meet him u'll like him asap^^

He guessed my name Correctly but spell it wrongly,hahaha...

everyone will misspell my name

it has to be R-O-S-E-M-E-R-R-Y

But mostly everyone will think it is R-O-S-E-M-A-R-Y,just like the herb,haha...

we dropped at Paten for the toilets,i coudn't bare it anymore,asap as the bus stopped i just rushed to the ladies,hahha...

At the bus we chatter a lot and of course laughed a lot too,ahhaha....

When we're getting closer to the Lake, Sunar and Wed bro asked me to look at my left,IT's REALLY BEAutiful,The view!! Oh....it's undescribeable,even it's from far away,but i can feel the air and the heat,what a lovely place it was

We checked in and had our lunch then went to the Hall
THe priest was only 35 years old,not really tall,but really funny and told jokes a lot

PS: I'm tired o,but happy,hahhaha...

Pusing aku...

2009-06-18T02:33:00.001-07:00

Thousands of things happened already for this week
I am speechless,because it's just to much to say and i know that I would miss some
I'll upload the fotos all soon....so for the follower just wait o^^
love ya

" It's beyond words..........."

PS: Will is onlining @ BErjaya Uni,hehe...with friends

Petisah Pasar

2009-06-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

I couldn't sleep well last night,i woke up and wrote my friend's diary which had been in my house for months. I don't know why,but maybe because my afternoon sleep,i slept from 5pm to 8pm and now you are asking me to sleep again?
I am not a pig o....It's approximately 2.30am when i tried to sleep once more time
I woke up around 9 in the morning,I had an appointment with Alyn and friends

Dad and mom were on the dining room and discussing things,one thing that made me quite happy was that they had forgiven my aunt,the one who for money could sell her own brothers(my dad). She's very selfish,money money and money,I hated her very much,but I tried to omit that because i knew that siblings should work together and not becoming enemy liked that. So i was quite happy at least my pray was heard by God

I went to Miss Cindy's house to meet Alyn,It's just so nice to meet them,MEta, Steward, Jenny, Sherly,Margareth,Cindy,etc
Oh! the funniest part was when Lyne senter at Steward,last night we said that his first impression was that he's smart,hahhaha....with his glasses,aakkakakak
Alyne new target was Mr.S,wew
Alyne said that,er....Mr.S was handsome,hmm...and cool,hahhha...
I remembered about Flo,ck3...
But rumours sadi that he already had a girlfriend,hmm...but i saw at the girl's status,she was still single,so ALYN KEEP FIGHTING!!! hahhahaha

we gathered at Aurora, Acu,TCL, Alyn, Abe, Asuk and me wanted to go to Petisah Pasar,hahha...to find a t-shirt

We had lunch at Tip Top first, i ordered the Nasi goreng tip top Special,very delicious,the same menu i ordered when Bel b'day,hahhaha
Lyne = the steak
me,asuk,tcl= nasgor
be=cake and risol only
acu=mie indo,hahhaha

Abe told us about the funny story and a creepy one,wew...
About the movie,Drag Me to Hell,Omg!!....I promised myself not to watch it,or the result i woudn't sleep well for days...ck3..

At Petisah market, so many things happened there,from Abe as the tour guide by saying "Aurora Aurora"hahahha.... then how we bargained from 190IDR until 60 IDR,omg!!ck3..
The shirt was worth around 50rupiah or 45rupiah only
SHould plant that in my mind for my next visit,hmm....

Abe bought one high waist jeans and a model shirt for her sister,tomorrow her sisiter is having her b'day
I fall in love with a dress,it's just very soft and white,elegant and really high class,i love it so much,but i was just having a look,and when we hanged there around to look for another clothes and we went back to the boutique,i forced myself to ask the price,and you know what? It's 450 IDR,omg!!!!!!!!! and the nett price was 300 IDR, I was really shocked,but when i touched the dreaa,the cloth was thicker and
hiks2....it;s hard to let go,but considering the price was ridiculus,hmm...

Just imagining i wear that dress with the white flat or heels(hope i can have one too,haiz..) will be great!hmm.....love it
Love my day,my gathering with my friends all of them

Reunion

2009-06-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

Okay,i know that i am wrong to get ol too often than i am supposed to
Morning ol
afternoon ol
and night ol again
I didn't let my body rest,esp my eyes
But i just can barely of. Firstly, because of my blog,it takes days to pimp it to be perfect
and even now,i'm still not really satisfied with it,well well...that's human,right?ck3...
Secondly, i've promised myself not to skip my blog anymore.
Thirdly, i'm addicted to facebook,just wanna be up to date with the social life,hmm....
LAst one,but not least, I want to chat with my bro and friends of course
But I'll have to manage my time, I WON'T OL TO OFTEN

Tons of things to do today,from arranging my drawers,packing for the tour and attending the Ballet class for Ayu,but i was too lazy and loved to postpone them first,maybe tomorrow or another day,hehehe....as i still got time,plenty of time

In the afternoon,i went to Aurora to meet my buddies
What a surprise most of them,i think it's all of them came
from :

Alyn
TCL
Asuk
Ayu
Abe
Felicia
Acu
Tjong
TAnia
Ajo
Ayu

Aeng was on vacation to GErmany,so God bless i didn't meet her
I also met Oku,Miss Rosni,Miss Erna and kakak,ehheheh...
Really miss them o...so happy to be there

WE bought a bag for Ayu,because she's going to Bandung next month,July
Her expression was very funny,hahhahha.....
We forced her to cry,but well...she didn't and when she opened the plastic,the bag was beautiful,sporty and really Ayu gt loh,hahhahha

Mom treated me Misop,i love to eat there,the miesop was good,and i saw a handsome guy there,but you know what....handsome handsome but smoking,swt
I hate smokers so much,actually not the people,but the cigarrette,i HATE the smell,ck3...

I felt really tired when i got home,and i was almost slept at the sofa,i was really sleepy and tired,i tried to reach mom's room but i knocked the stairs several times.
Mom and i slept together and we woke up around 8,hahahha....from 5.30 pm
Both of us were tired,perhaps.......anyway bro didn't ol,hmm...

Tomorrow,Acu,alyn,TCL,asuk and i are going to Petisah market to hang out and search for T-short just like the POlo one,love to meet them soon^^

PS: CAn't they just save their money and help the environment?hmm...

Big Bang

2009-06-07T09:01:00.000-07:00

I'll have to reschedule my schedule,cpd
Today i should have to sing for the choir,the Amen song,but because I'll have to join dad and mom to pray at the temple,then i missed it
I woke up at around 7,just to make sure that i didn't miss to send Sun hong message to Tj,and luckily i was not late,he departed at 8.20 if i'm not mistaken.

Then i woke up and got to prepare myself
I soon went upstairs to ol,because they hadn't finished yet,adn i dislike to waste my precious time doing nothing,ck3...so i better replied the walls
When everything was ready,dad said that i'll be better stay home,kept an eye of my little sis,zom....Then why i'll have to wait that long?ck3..
But that;s ok,then i dropped my sisi to Wesley church,i met Mr.Pritz there,he's still funny,hahahhahah.....glad to meet him again

Then i went for a lunch at Gloden Yen and hurriedly went to Rapid,cos I was late
They told me,actually us,what we have to bring along with us and not,the rules,everything
I met Alyn with her mom too...^^

At night i ate Garuda nasi padang,and watched th cinta n anugerah tv show,love Nabila,hope she'll be with Reza and Aila with Avian,but well....Reza seemed to be fall in love with Aila,oh no....hiks2...But i bet at the end ,Reza will be with Nabila,haohohohoho

Oh! my new dragon hatched tonight! i picked the Dino and gave her a water element,named her Aquamarine,hehehhehe....I have 4dragons already,but i made a mistake by choosing 2 same element,hmm....

PS: So excited can't wait!! 1week to go

The heart of Worship

2009-06-06T22:26:00.000-07:00

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

I'm coming back to the heart of worship,
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

PS:I love this song for now.... It's just bring a peaceful feeling to my heart

Big2 Failure

2009-06-06T09:32:00.000-07:00

The hang out was canceled,yesterday Cindy's mom was totally ill
She even cried and hugged her husband and said to Cindy whether she might die or not
Oh my.....Cindy was really afraid and dried too,haiz...Pity them

Cindy had ordered the cake,so it means no matter what the cake has to be taken that day or whereas 50IDR =gone
I joined my mom and she brought me to some places and when i passed the Corpus,i went there to take a look at my score and asked for the certificate
There was no certificate yet,hahahhah.....but i saw my score
It's 8.0 for listening 6.0 =reading and 6.5=writing
Cindy had told me about it before,hehehe..... quite proud for the Tryout test,i thought i did bad last time,but I was afraid of my real test,i'll have the score next week,12th June
Hope it's good,Amin.......

I took the cake and asked Flo to take it herself as i didn't know her house,and mom said that she's not really familiar with the area,at last she came and took it
No celebration,haiz...totally messed up as a big failure in Plan A,ck3..
But well....sometimes things won't go as what we want right?
But fortunately she understood the situation,fiuh!

Today many of my friends went for the UMB exam,good luck fren!!

I chatted a lot with Tj as i don't want it to end,because maybe it'll be the last chat,haiz...
He was very funny by replacing his name with BARRACK OBAMA,hahahhahah
and we insisted to say that Barrack was my uncle and big bro,hahahhha
But when i hadn't said a sun hong message,he already off,Omg...
I planned to wake up earlier tomorrow,hope i can :p Nite

PS: Tomorrow Tj will go to Australia,wew...Sun hong o

Change plan

2009-06-05T08:37:00.000-07:00

This afternoon actually i planned to go to Cindy's,but considering the unfriendly weather,haiz...
It's so hot in Medan,no matter how many times you've taken bath,but still.....ck3..
Mom was too lazy to deliver me to her house,so i bet i couldn't go and fight for the mission

Cindy then came to give me the frame,she trusted me to pimp the frame for her
She's rather weak for the creativity,but that's ok
we divided what jobs should we did,she had printed the photos,that we had selected for Flo while me =I'll just decorate the frame
Cindy also will order the cake and I'll go to take it tomorrow
Anyway Cindy's mom was ill,she vomited several times and had a really bad headache,poor aunt,wish she'll be ok soon

At night,i went to Graha,they had a party to celebrate the successful concert
we ate ak bihun, everytime i ate this ,i remember Tj,hahahhah
i sat at the same table with Rumiana cie2,Wenny,Ayuni and sis
Love the bihun,but wish it's hotter so it's more delicius,hehe

I met Weddy koko n Sunarto koko,they were totally disaster,ane kek si lang,hahahah
but they're very funny^^
Damian sang Popeye song when we queue to get the soup,at first i was ok,but then realized that he's teasing me,hahahhahha because i wore a sailor dress,i love the dress so much,just so Japanese.hehehe
The funniest part was about the water,we had NutriSari,and there were many people queue for the drinks,there were some who didn't want to queue and Hansen started to say

"Budidayakan antri"

and others made their own recipe of NutriSari after it's out of stock,the result= very sour,ew..

Hendrik koko,is trying his recipe :p

Rus cie also don't want to lose from him,hahahhaha

They played the table tennis,and some played the chess
I wanted to play,but considering all the players were boys,hahahhah
and usually boys are good in playing chess compare with the girls,hehe

waiting for the TV show to start

asuk n me

Wen and me

We waited fot the MAster to start,but sadly,the Miss Indonesia substitutes it,swt
I followed Hansen when going home and it was a great party,love the gathering,always :)

PS: All of them called me pirate,hiks2...
CAn anyone tell me is there any imut pirate like me?hahhahahha

Flo B'day

2009-06-04T21:40:00.000-07:00

Happy B'day to Flo,my dear sis

I planned to celebrate it with her today n with Cindy,but unfortunately Flo had to work,so we postponed it until this Saturday^^

Cindy and I went to palladium Mall,we went there to hang out but also to search for Flo's present,at first we wanted to go for the movie,but there was no good movie there,ck3..
We met at Gramedia,Oh! Gramedia sale 30% for it's grand opening from 4-9 June
After from there we went to City for lunch,i only ate the ice cream,love it!!
I screamed for ice cream,hehe..:p

We chatted a lot,a lot,form what had happened to me (i was sick) then the show,the ielts,all,just fun to be with your friend again
We went back to gramedia and bought a dictionary for me,and photo frame for Flo
we planned to put our pictures,hehhee...then we'll pimp it

PS: So stupid we didn't take any pictures,ck3...

My cooking class

2009-06-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

I went to the newest hotel in Medan,J.W.MArriott for a cooking class
I didn't have a friend because Alyn cs were a little bit too late to register so..hmm....
But fortunately when i went there i met Jessica,a friend that was the same class with me when taking the Ielts preparation test,wew....quite a surprise,hahahha
She's going to Ausi to take the science major,wew....cool! keep fighting girl!
We cooked together n of course lots of photos too,hehehe

this is Jessica

opening desserts,hmm...yummy

we went to the 2nd floor and the kitchen was besides the Ballroom,the kitchen was massive,wew...but i saw only a few chef,hmm....
At lats they said that usually the kitchen was really crowded,but for today it's more spesial n more romantic,hahhaha
there were aroung 15 people who participated in the class,mainly female and only 1 man

chef Tommy was explaining the ingredients

chef Tommy when cooking

me with Jess(that's our cooking :p)

hehehe...

We cooked 2recipes:
1. Penang Kwetiao
2. The chicken ginger
oh1 todays menu was about Malaysian food

Kwetiao Penang ala Will
This one is really good,regret i didn't cook much TT

The ginger chicken
I don't really like this one,just too plain,tasteless,hm..

There were 3chefs,one of them was chef Tommy,he's really friendly
Another one,i forgot his name,but he surely was Chinese
and the last but not least,hahahha...chef Todd,he's really cool! and he's the executive chef at Marrioot hotel,Omg...
We also got a certificate and a book of recipe

proudly presented to Rosemerry.hohoohh

this is the book of recipe

me with chef Todd

me with chef Tommy

the kitchen was behind us

After finished the class,Jess and I hanged around the hotel,took some photos,hehe

at the toilet

i love this one very much,thx jess^^

she's so cute^^

Instinct said....

2009-06-02T20:52:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning dad had gone to Jakarta to visit my aunt
I didn't say a goodbye because i was asleep and hadn't waken up yet
Hmm.....he probably went there for 3-4days

Er....actually yesterday my home phone rang for times and well....my feeling said that my aunt had died,but I tried not to worry,haiz...
Oh God,it seemed to fast,she's a good aunt,ck3...

Tonight we,all together had to attend the wedding party from my Granpa's side,but considering many people went to Jakarta,so we canceled it

PS: hope what's on my mind is totally wrong

SPeaking TEst

2009-06-01T21:28:00.000-07:00

At the morning i went to Miss Cindy's house for practising the speaking
I did well,that's what she said,hahhahha.....

I came at 2.30 whereas my exam was at 3.10
I played the computer because my computer broke and that's why i couldn't get ol recently,sucks!hmm....
Replying friends walls and also photos comment as well,ahhahah....

THen my turn came
The interviewer was really nice,his name is Michael Stevans
He asked me not to be nervous and to take a deep breath
I got stuck for times,argh!!
My topic was about water,hhmmm.......
Describe a place you like to visit near water,i said Toba LAke,hahahha....

then after i finished,i waited to be fetched when suddenly mom called me and said
Hui Thing Ai called mom and said Ta Ku was sicked and mom had to deliver grandma to the airport. things were getting worse,I was quite shocked,it's just to suddenly
But i wish my aunty was ok

PS: I'm quite worried with my score,
Oh God...hope everything will just be fine. I need a 6!!
Bless my aunt Lord

SPeaking TEst

2009-06-01T21:27:00.000-07:00

PS: I'm quite worried with my score,
Oh God...hope everything will just be fine. I need a 6!!
Bless my aunt Lord

Bzzz.....

2009-05-31T02:59:00.000-07:00

Today is quite a boring day,hmm....
I'll just post a video from Susan,i love her voice so much!!
Hope she won,but Diversity was ok too,hmm.....
Just compare it

and the Diversity one can't be embedded,hmm...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvmV4XK7QtE

And the day comes.......

2009-05-30T02:13:00.000-07:00

IELTS,IELTS.IELTS.IELTS.IELTS.IELTS.IELTS

The test was held at 9-12,but i went there at 8.30
we started the test,it was the tough one,No pen,No CEllphone was allowed and other personal belongings as well
Mr.Mahmut was my examiner,there were 2 rooms,and the librarian watched the 2nd one
Johny and David(BCH) went to the 2nd room,while me, Jessica went to the same room

I did okay in Listening,but not in the reading. The writing was er...quite good,haiz...
I was so disappointed of myself,i think i can do better,haiz...
There is no use for regreting,it had passed already.
Just hope i didi Great in Speaking(Monday)

THE CONCERT

We gathered at around 6,we did the make up,we're super busy,hahhaha....
We tied our hair and dressed in our costume,hmm...
Our performance was great,i love when the water came down to Suryani,and also when the desert,hehe....

I love the situation behind the scene,we're quite panic when the baby was gone while the music kept going and the player almost went out without the baby,but luckily it's alright
Then today,Andrew koko and Merry cie2 b'day
They celebrated it with 4 pieces of cakes,hahahhah.....
Oh! forgot! Andrew koko crush= Winny,she was very nice and beautiful,i love the couple^^
The funniest part was they use the Magic candle and no matter how many times you blew it,the light from the candle will come out again,hahahhahha

Hansen Polim

Suk n me

ai2,Cind n me

anna n Thien2

We then took many many many photos,can be said one of the narsisest day,hahahha....
we shake hand with the Sepang people and celebrated it together,hoaray!!!

PS: It's just a MArvelous Night! Remembering what we had passed together
Don't want those days disappear

A STOVE EXPLODED!!

2009-05-29T02:03:00.000-07:00

I went to Graha for GR before the show and tonight it was the last night for us to practise
I am ok,but not totally fit yet
I went there around 7.30,but they hadn't started yet as yesterday they said they wanted to start earlier,7.
Then i heard a rumor said that RIA restaurant's stove exploded
Because the priest was going to bring the Sepang group for dinner when suddenly the stove exploded
He told us,how awful it was, but their were powerless,they saw what had happened,but they couldn't do anything. THe burned people were screaming,asking for help,but what could be done? They just waited for the Ambulance to come
It's totally a disaster,just imagined the incident happened in frot of yourself,haiz...
we then prayed for them and started our GR

PS: Father, help them,help them to reduce the pain and
hope they survived until they reached the hospital

Better and better

2009-05-28T01:56:00.000-07:00

I woke up in the morning and i feel much better even i woke up at midnight to eat the medicine. I felt stronger and i could eat well,not like yesterday,fiuh! Thank's God

I slept like i've never slept before,I don't know why but just feel that i need much time to recover and all i have to do is to sleep as tonight I have to go to Graha, The WElcoming Party^^

I was there,I felt much more better now,but sometimes still felt dizzy a little bit
Hmm.....the Sepang group came and i love the kid so much,i don't know what is her name,but she's totally Cute!! I have to go home asap because I need to have as much rest as i can
So goodnight^^

PS: Thank's God,You heal me this fast. Wish I'm ready for the EXam n concert

It's really killing me

2009-05-27T00:43:00.000-07:00

I was ill,at night i couldn't sleep well,it's just seemed so hot,and uncomfortable even the air con was on
in the morning i had a headache,and my body was totally unhealthy
I had a fever,it's because of my sorethroat,actually i thought it didn't matter,no big deal,so i didn't consume any medicine,hmm.....who knows that it'll turn this way

I didn't attend miss Cindy's class,I's dying,It's awful to be at this situation
You just feel like you're useless,You have no power,so Weak,even went downstairs i had to do it slowly one by one,Oh...

I couldn't stand it no more,fortuhnately today there was no exercise for the concert,but the next 3days,I'll be dealing with the SCARIEST exam= IELTS and the concert,I'm just afraid that everything won't go as what i've planned
I went to the doctor nad he gave me 4recipe of medicine
I was asked to sleep all day long

they are sucked,haiz...

PS: Hope that everything will be just fine. Amin.......

Hmm.,.....

2009-05-26T00:32:00.000-07:00

Ok i know i was wrong for skipping my blog that often,but i am busy,lazy,tired,exhausted n totally worn out this couple weeks

Countdown = 3 days to the IELTS test and CONCERT!!!

I'm going crazy soon
Hope i scored perfectly in the test and performed to my max for the drama. Amin......
tonight we are asked to come earlier as the Scene 1 has to be changed
And today is the GR(without Sepang choir) and Friday is another final GR(with the Sepang choir),i think i'm gonna be home late

Mom took my Semester report for me cos I was having my IELTS lesson at 9
The result was wew.....4 insufficient marks,OMG....
Biology and physics =i dun give a care,but the rest is Math and Chem,hahahhaha
I think i take the wrong department already,i should be in Social,hmm.....My luck

PS: This sorethroat is realy annoying,afraid it will disturb my schedule

A little surprise

2009-05-25T01:43:00.000-07:00

Today our Master came back,Thien2 father was here.
He was a perfectionist,but he was kind actually,he just wanted the best for the result
He criticized us,the dancer,because of our expression,I didn't know that he would pay attention until the detail
He gave us explanation about differences between drama and ballet dance
1st lesson:
EXPRESSION!
at that time the story was about a girl that has realized about her BIG mistakes,and she wanted to go to the right way,go back to her Father.
It was a sad moment,but we smiled when we danced,actually it happened by chance because i did mistake when dancing so i smiled,but well....he told Miss about it,hmm...

Even we danced our best but if we couldn't get into the story,It's USELESS....
The dancer will break the plot,because a t that time we're in a very sad situaton

2nd one :
Eyes!!
Never CHEAT!!!...as this would make the audiences think that you were not prof,you were not concentrating in your role
And from the guests' seat,it is clearly seen the mistakes

I sat at the corner waiting for my next dance while the rest was acting
I saw my surroundings and realized that to held a drama was never that simple
MAybe the guest will just think it is very easy,not complicated,like i think before
But not anymore, There are many people behind the scenes that have main roles in successing the drama,without them there will be no drama
So we should thank the
- Music controller
as we repeated the musics for times
-Lighting controller
How they settled the light from each scene with dofferent shapes and colors
-The Stage controller
who will manage the curtain and smokes
-The Scene writer
who had writen those wonderful words and conversation
-Ticketing
who sold the tickets,without them there will be no performance
-The DIrector
who strictly told us how to be better and better
etc

We prayed before going home,as usuall,and tomorrow will be a tough day as we have to practice from the beginning and that means= Home Late

PS: Love the reality of Drama life,as it is not as easy as what we look
By practicing with them,i know how hard they've worked and it's not about pride,not about indivualism,but about TEamwork

Tea Garden

2009-05-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

After the choir lesson was ended,i waited until it was 3 to continue practising the Drama
We practicing when the rain comes....using umbrella of course,but unfortunately the ellas aren't there yet,so we just imagined,hahahha....

Then oh! Sanny! BElinda couldn't join us,so Miss asked Sanny to change her place,we danced 2pairs,me n Asuk, while miss and Sanny,it was very hot there,i don't know why,even the air con didn't work,just making those niosy voices,ck3..
We couldn't practice with music,cos Hansen took the tape,but he didn't show out in the hall, Asuk phone him for times but still it's useless and when we dancing,suddenly he texted Asuk.
His feel asleep,but he would come asap.
Asuk said that his house was in Tembung,hahahaha....
wonder how fast he could get here

The dance was lovely,i love the movements and besides we were in pairs so it looked much better.

At last HAnssen came and we started the music,it was nearly 5 when we had finished,rom there we went to Tea Garden, AB;lause;double Wen;Kent and me. Oh! Hansen too,but he had to drive Asuk home first.
We chatted a lot,and ate our dinners there and HAnsen gave us some question,such as How you see your fingers and your palm
Because the way you see it will tell who you are,hehhe....
Then lause also gave us Puzzle with the toothpick,i can't do it,really hard Q

Photos are coming soon

Hansen with his little puzzle,hahaha..

me with Wen,narsist forever

c

PS: Love the moment,hope our friendship will last forever^^

Toilet

2009-05-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

What's on your mind when you saw this pic?

Tonight,we were practicing for the drama again
We were asked to gather around 7,but we hadn't started as the rest was still singing
preparing for the Sunday.
When i walked out from the lift,usually the hall was on the right,but there were people singing M2M song, Everything you do from the left,so i went to take a look.
It was double Wen,Xhindie and Ayuni,they were practising for Amel's b'day
They repeated the songs for times because sometimes one of them forgot their part,hmm....
Hansen Polim then came and joined us.

We went to the 7th floor for the toilet,and surprisingly after we're(Ayuni,Me, double Wen) done,i heard a girl chuckling from the men's toilet,dun worry she was Cindy with Hansen Polim. And guessed what,they went inside it,All of them,including me,OMG...

Some evidence if you don't believe me

Hansen

all the girls

Cindy n Hansen

Hello?

PS: I wonder if men get into women toilet,will they be as narsist as women?hmm...

My 2nd family

2009-05-21T01:18:00.001-07:00

Public Holiday!!! today,i went to church and after Sermon, the Choir's group that we called PEMUDA,went to Johnko's house for gathering
If i'm not mistaken the house was in the PIAZZA comlex,i forgot the no,but Block C
I went there by Serni's car
we were ungry already so we just started the lunch,Nasi Ayam^^
The house was nice with a little pond inside of it,then many Christian Quotes,and Jingko lived with his brother,jimmy ko,n His sister, Jenny se
And PAk Daud house was just beside Johko's,hahhaha
i was quite shocked,but it's just funny,hehhehe.....Best friend stick together forever

Girls: Me, Sonia,MAria,Serny, Helen,Sumi,July, Vera,Rusnalie,Jenny,Betty,etc
Boys: Sir Daud,Sir Johny,Andrew ko,Jeremia, Hengky,Billy,Gunawan,etc

After the lunch we went upstairs to watch classical concert,namely
Libera and MR.Producer,both are totally awesome
The kids were really cute,but with powerful voices,just like Angels

i

The musical was very stunning,from the famous
CAts musical
Phantom of Opera
Les miserables
Miss Saigon
My fair lady
Gypsy
Oklahoma
etc...

The Libera was also great

i love the 2nd one and the third,but all of them are perfect

PS: Wonder when in Indo will be like that,the nation that love arts

2nd day

2009-05-01T01:34:00.000-07:00

It's labor day......All the uni were shut
We just went to the Orchard Road,hahahhaha.....
shopping of course,hehheheh....we then saw the Hippo Tour,which would bring us to the Flyer
We then joined it and we were at the Singapore Flyer,HOARAY!!!
It's extremely tall,i loved it so much....the wheel,the height,all of them
and of course inside there we took a lot of photos,hehhe
I haven't uploaded them yet,hehehe....

Some photos about the Flyer
i love this the most

And we then took a walk. Near there,there was the lap of F1 at Singapore last year,and now the F1 will be held again this September in Singapore,Night Race,Oh! man....the track was perfect,with the Flyer besides it,COOL!!
There was a BeerFestival there,where all the beer lovers,mostly Westerners were there
At last we went back and ate at the market near Hotel,KWetiao Penang,hahhahaha

PS: We saw the KAplan uni too,just near the ORchard,but it's closed
n mom told me that we would come back for it on Monday

The holiday

2009-04-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

1st day

I went to Singapore a day after my UAN exam
Our boarding time was 8.10,when suddenly we saw at the monitor,it was delayed till 10.50
OMG!!...i woke up very early this morning(around 4/5a.m)
to make sure that i still can wash my hair,but the fact,No water at all,stg wrong with the water pump,haiz...and later i found out the plane was delayed,totally a disaster

Medan's airport got nothing to be proud of
so narrow,small,uncomfortable and pathetic

I still okay until the plane was delayed again until 12.45,ARGHRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ima chopped of the officer head,ck3...
No 2nd time,i'm flying with Value Air,
it's a Singapore airlines and the same company with Silk Air,but i just don't get it how come it's delayed until that long
The passengers kept on complaining,but useless as Value Air's office was in Singapore only,no office here.........lol

At last we got on the plane,the airline gave us Nasi kotak for apology
and what a cute steward,they got.....i love his smile and his eyes,hahahhaha....

We arrived at Singapore approximately 2 p.m,i loved the airport
So big,cold,comfortable,beautiful,nice decoration,sophisticated machines and entered the Finest airport in the world!!! love it
we(me and mum) checked in and then went to ERC institute,with bus of course
After there we took a look at the classroom and the facilities,being accompanied by Lilian
To be honest i didn't like the building
It's just like 3storey building,and the worst i hated the library,damn small!!
Above all i rated it 2 stars

PS: I loved the condo near ERC,the Cosmopolitan,rally2 awesome
Great architecture and perfect design....love it

Close to you

2009-04-29T03:25:00.000-07:00

Why do birds
Suddenly appear?
Every time you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Why do stars
Fall down from the sky?
Every time you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Woo... Close to you...

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

PS:I will always and always love this song

Bye-bye Sutomo

2009-04-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

I'm very lazy to study as how bad your result,you will still pass the UAS exam
So i just keep counting and playing all day long,hahahhaha
The first day,my teachers were not so strict
but the 2nd day,guess what,Tjek Kie n a Physics teacher
That's still acceptable when suddenly Sinardi kept on coming to have a chat with her,haiz,...
a class with 3teachers,swt
LAst day by Dahniar(her perfume smells very good,hehehe)

PS: today is the last day,totally the last,no more days like this except when we're taking our results, i sang Close to you,hahhahah,just love that song very much

My phone rang non stop

2009-04-23T08:55:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is gonna be the Last day of UAn,
it should be a great day,when suddenly a message came and broke all of it
The policemen will come to check whether we bring the hp,key(kopekan) n etc.
Then another minute a message came again
it kept continuing,all i can hear was the music
n i had to deleted many message to prevent my inbox of being to full,hahhaha

The teachers seemed very care with us,as our form teacher called Darmanto to warn him
The result? We as student were very busy forwarding messages that contained warning
wew......

PS:I'm afraid of tomorrow's test,wew.... wish me luck^^

UAN

2009-04-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

Well,we did great in b.indo and bio,hahhahahha
Dun have to mention why,hihihihhihi
emm.....
today i had the English test,wew..
I hope to get 100,but seemed that it's impossible because some said that i had done mistakes...
But wish they're wrong
Tomorrow is the MAth then follow by Physics then Chemistry
Hope everything will be just fine....

My 1st becak ride after 5years

2009-04-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

Today my car broke,very funny as from the house it's still fine
But after mom parked it and wished to start the machine,it wouldn't
It was very hot,i don't know why Medan could turn that hot recently
As i really love the weather when it was around 7-9a.m
but it's like it was going to be 12,haiz...

then i went to ballet,n was fetched 3hours later to the time i should be picked actually
In addition the unfriendly weather,added up my emotion
I rode a becak n fetched Anna then went for a lunch and last walked by feet to Aurora back
Not long,dad called and said the car was okay now,at last i arrived at home

PS: Outside it was awfully hot,and Home sweet home right?hehe

Halloween

2009-04-17T01:58:00.000-07:00

Today is not Halloween,but the last day for Semester exam
Me and friends went for a movie,they wanted to watch Halloween

I was kinda hesitated because i hate to much violence in a movie
But after consideration i decided to watch it

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Very very sadist,brutal, and full of blood,OMG
I spent 60% of my 2hours in the cinema closing me face
I hate that movie,argh!!!!

Children are highly banned to watch it
Dewi,n Sellya went out when the movie was not finished
Jus was almost,but at last he didn't
He kept complaining what kind of movie did you(Denny) buy and kept punching him,hahhaha

PS: Quite proud as even i'm afraid,i watched it till the end
n about the Bio exam= totally dead(new questions)

The EXAM

2009-04-16T04:41:00.001-07:00

1st day (4/7) Math= :(
2nd day(4/8) Indonesia Language= not so bad
3rd(4/9) My first Election
4th-6th = holiday
7th day(4/13)Physics= dead
8th day (4/14)PPKN= good
9th day (4/15)English n proficiency= :)
10th day(4/16)Chemistry=:)
last day.....tomorrow is Biology,hope to be excellent^^

PS: Bio,well........my principal= last year questions,hahahha

You

2009-04-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

I don't know why,but i just feel that every time you need me,you'll call me
But when you are happy,You'll throw me away
as far as I can be
I'm not angry......but just really disappointed with you

Maybe you misunderstood my behavior n altitude
I have NO feeling with you,NO MORE
All i want is we can be best friend again
But seemed that it's impossible as my place was substituted by others

PS:What is friendship actually?

The feeling

2009-04-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

Today was the 2nd day of exam
I did bad in Math,but luckily good in B.Indonesia ^^
We went to Sun plaza to watch a movie, Shinjuku Accident,featuring Jackie Chan
when suddenly we noticed that Underworld Revolution was premiered today
So we changed the plan,n Oh! besides today was Jerry's birthday
We celebrated it at Ex CElso

The movie was bad.so brutal n sadist
hate it so much,i didn't really understand the point,
There were werewolves,vampires and people
But don't hope the vampire will be as handsome as Edward or the story will be as romantic as in Twilight 'cos it's brutal,sadist,so dark and lots of blood,OMG!!!
I hate this kind of movie so much,guess i picked the wrong one,haiz...
19 people:
me
Tj
aden
mic
acen
jerry
jan
cp
david candra
asiong
akong
sg
anep
angel
asoh
jus
asep
i forgot the last,hehhe
Surya didn't join us,he was too late

PS: Never crossed my mind that feeling will come out again
I thought it'[s over,but seemed that it's just the beginning
Hate myself...................................

The truth

2009-04-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

I kept thinking about my feeling after that day
I was afraid that i might fall for him AGAIN
Damn!
Just wish I'm stronger.......TT

PS: Somebody wants you,sbd needs you,sbd dreams about you every single night
Sbd can't breath ,without you is lonely,Sbd hopes that one day u will see
Somebody's ME

I'll be there

2009-04-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

Yeah

We all know how it is
Sometimes, you need a shoulder to lean on
And when that time comes
You know I'm there, come on
(I'll be there...I'll be...)

Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
Doesn't matter when the tears hurt your eyes
I'll be there, I'll be there it's alright
I will care...I wish share...I will take you out of the dark
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time

Yeah, if I'm down cause I lost my job
And I'm feeling depressed
Would you help me relieve the stress
What if I'm sick and I need to rest
Would you tuck me in, feed me soup and rub my chest
And then the times when I just need somebody to talk to
Are you the right one I can walk to
When I'm down, the tears is pouring, its three in the morning
Would you pick up the phone when I'm calling?
Tell me girl

Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
Doesn't matter when the tears hurt your eyes
I'll be there, I'll be there it's alright
I will care...I wish share...I will take you out of the dark
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time

Yeah...
You know I need someone during for serious times
You know

We all go through our ups and downs
At times I wanna cuss and frown
When bad luck sucks you down
I need someone to cheer me up, make me laugh
Splash away the grief when we take a bath
And in my time of my need
She'll be there for me always
And we can chill and relax on our off days
It's only right to give her all praise
Cuz when the time gets tough
She'll be killing me softly as she says:

Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
Doesn't matter when the tears hurt your eyes
I'll be there, I'll be there it's alright
I will care...I wish share...I will take you out of the dark
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time

I know it isn't easy
I know it isn't fair
I know that life is heavy when no one cares
And we all need a shelter
We all need a home
So come with me cuz I will never let you cry alone

Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
Doesn't matter when the tears hurt your eyes
I'll be there, I'll be there it's alright
I will care...I wish share...I will take you out of the dark
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time

Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
Doesn't matter when the tears hurt your eyes
I'll be there, I'll be there it's alright
I will care...I wish share...I will take you out of the dark
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time

PS: I'm in love with this song,do really wish i can be there

me myself

2009-04-03T07:09:00.001-07:00

I upload some photos,hehehe

BUMMIES

2009-04-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

AP: Baik2 ma Margarita,semoga i sadar n kembali ke lo,hahhaha,reuni lebaiers kapan?kakakka

NANDA: jgn lupain w tar w ke si Bilu-bilu cari lo

JUS: kurangi cakap kotor,wish u luck,n sori kalo w d buat salah,aku tak sempt salam ma lo

Mas: cpt x mas plgnya,all d best y mas,dun forget me...sukses ya

Michelle: tmn ku yg tomboi,baik2 ma Windy o...hehe,semoga the Lebaiers makin jaya,kakakkak

Vanessa: tar 5thn ke dpn harus liat lo isa main tarik tmbg,terompah, n lari estafet o...hehe

Charlie: tetaplah lebai spt biasa,TEGAS!!! n be a MAN!1akkakakkaka

Cindy: whenever you are my friend,lo tuh ttp bf w,luph ya....dun forget me

Maria: always no 1 ya,hehehhe

MCW: mg2 tar 5thn lagi isa liat lo cekikikan,akkakka

Tjin: chin ica ku tercinta,kakakkakka...sukses ya,keep in touch

Sharon:my little sewwty fren,ttp mencintai Hello kitty ya,ahahhahha

Andrian: y moga2 pulang dari sana uda berubah 180derajat,gak manja,gak main cewek,jaga perasaan org liau,gak temperamental lg n all the best d

Arvin: Makin gokil n lucu ya,hehehhe......tar satui kos ma Jus n Tj ja,jd aikn terasah,akakkakka,keep in touch o...

Tj: Mafia kelas kakap yg mau kalahin Vampire,hahhahah.....w sbnrnya byk lg yg mau w bil tp gara2 ngs terlalu parah jdnya pien gak w sampein tuntas d,hahhaa......pokoknya wish you all d best,mai ane gau chong ti lang,kurangi ice lo n + kan gentle loh,hahhahha....mai ane gau hiam tar ce pada lari semua,hahahhahhahha.......Tj= chicken ranger forever,kakkakakka....

Denny: hei2...Den2 moga2 + subur,hahahhahhahha......all d best

Amiao: teman senarsisme aku,w ane sedi loh kalo harus pisah ma lo...w d anggp lo tuh kek tmn sepermainan loh,tp y pasti ad perpisahan,walau bukan yg trkhr,all d best^^

Oei: W baru tau kalo lo ane sayang a Denny o...gheheh,y gpp la,w juga berat pisah ma yg lain,tb we have to step ahead to a better future,hohoho...

Haikal: Jaga muka culunmua ttp,hahahha.....mana tau tar jd wapres,akakkakakka

Jacky: ALl d best n ekspresikan aksimu!!!

JN: kita sama2 d jadi cry baby ho,jahahhahhaa.....y sukses selalu

Juliana: hei2...w seneng bgt lo d ma Oei baikan,gt donk,hohooh....Keep in touch o...n dun forget me

Sellya: 5thn ke dpn moga2 d jadi feminim,jgn dianiaya ma Angel mulu,hehheheh

Surya: baik2 o ma Witalia,hahhaha.....mai jd jaat,n stay what you are

Angel: Green forever!!!

AKong: be patient kalo i si lo e jodoh pasti gak pada kemana n ttp kak lo e

Acen: Dirga dirga dirga,hahhahha....hrs biasain dgr w pgl DIRGA bukan acen,hehhe...all d best^^

Asoh:Temen ku dari Tk yang sangat nakal hiau,hahhaha....tp skrg d berubah jd lbh tinggi dari aku,lebai, ttp nakal n hiao....I wish you the best buat future n ma i,hhooohohooh
keep fighting for your love o...maafin aku juga yg d buat salah ma lo,hehe....

Stella: kalo d jadi chef tar masakin buat w ya,hehehehhe

Dewi: baik2 ma Haji,keep in touch o...

Haji: baik2 ma Dewi,akkakakkak......

Hanna: sukses ya,hehehhe

Vinson; Mai terlalu lugu liau,jd lebih jahat tampok,tar ho lang kho tok mulu,hahahha

Jerri: er.....no comment^^

Jan: hahahhahha....

Sofian: suneo2...hehehhehe.....jgn diam x la,sok cool gt di kls,wew....sukses y

Fahmi: perthnkan style lo,ttp aik ya...walau tar d 25thn,hehhe,stay contact

PS: I've forgot some,haiz...er...I'll edit it again when i remeber^^

The Most dramatic Day in my High School

2009-03-29T03:56:00.001-07:00

Today is the last day for me to spend my High School year
We(Bummies) all are facing exam very soon
7(Pra-uan) 20(uan) 27(uas)
then BIG holiday,a holiday that won't unite us no more,but we're gonna be separated

I'm sad,but not really sad at the first cos i know we're going to meet at the exams
but when Juliana shaked my hand and said:
"Sorry if i did stg wrong all these years...."
I was suddenly burst into tears...and started to cry
Then in my mind what for to maintain my tears
So i started to apologize to my friends and hugged them one by one
I cried in their hugs,i could feel lots of love there
Just really sad n wish time would run slower
I cried like i've never cried before.........

Hopefully not only our class which was in a farewell condition,the science 1-6 also
Valent cried,Synthia,cindy, dewi,JN,amiao,apot,
juliana,Oei,Nanada,Michelle,Vanessa, Catherine,SG,etc
all of them
I couldn't hug the boys,but i wished to
Unfortunately i lived in Indonesia,so it's still a taboo
but for me it's okay,hugging sbd means that you want to share your pains together and
it's a behaviour to show your love towards your friends

Our class maybe had a negative impression,not kompak and always stubborn,i hated them
But I think i'm gonna miss them.........

PS:It's just too fast,i hope we have a month left to spend,more hanging out to be and parties to held.......Love ya all,sorri if i ever did stg wrong,just never meant to

Love song

2009-03-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

I love this song so much for now at least^^ but use to be sung by Josh Groban o
I can't find his version one in Youtube,haiz...
Enjoy it. Only for you

Weird future dream.....My Engagement

2009-03-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

i didn't know the details,but i was in a house,exactly on the sofa
and in front of me there was a man
i couldn't remember his face precisely,but he did color his hair into reddish brown stg like that.
Not far from us there was another man,he's as cool as ice with his dark black hair
sitting on another sofa as well.

I didn't know what the heck was going on,but the first man,just called him Mr.Cute
talked to me like we were friends and we chatted too,but i forgot what was we discussing
But for sure i knew that the cool boy was his younger brother
Because he said so...
He then showed me 2rings....OMg! for God shaken they were totally beautiful
one was simple with a diamond on the middle and the another one was beautiful n rather shaped with a diamond too.

I wore them on my jari manis n telunjuk, i said:
"They are really beautiful" in hokkien
when suddenly he said:
" yeah,they are. That's for our engagement."
I was totally blank and replied : "engagement???"
"Yes...you are 18 this year right?
"Yes, I am."
" that's why.......(i forgot the rest part)"
I swore i was totally confused
I'd just known this man for minutes when suddenly he said that we were going to engage
Which meant he's my FIANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I said to myself to stay calm n stay cool
To be honest he's cute,adorable n handsome(i remembered that,but his face was blurring now,i just couldn't get it right)
But he's totally a stranger to me....
and usually Not long after the Engagement,the couple would get married
This was too fast,i just couldn't accept this
No, no, nO,NO!!!!!

then my mom came
I asked her:
"Is that true? I'm going to engage?"
My mom replied:
" Yes, Daddy said that you are 18 now and it's time. Actually i don't agree,it's just to fast."

i was shocked and ever crossed my mind about my National Exam(i didn't have to do it then if i was engaged) and about the marriage
Oh Geez....
Then the alarm clock woke me up,i didn't know should i felt regretful that it's just a dream or should i felt happy about that

Now i am wondering is that kinda sign for me or what.
i told my besties about that weird dream
they all just laughed and teased me
i also told mom n Anna as well
Mom said that perhaps i am going to find my PC soon
But the thing that annoyed me was
Why did there were 2 rings? and not one?
Was the simple one belong to my fiance and the shaped one belonged to me?
Or the signed mean I'm going to be faced with 2 hearts??OMg....
I'm confused.....argh!!!
Hope good things will come to me and my family

Amen.....................

PS: I just wanna feel Real love and be in the arm of the one who loves me more than anything in this world. But of course i'll have to love him too,as if not It'll just be the same lol

White day

2009-03-14T03:56:00.000-07:00

The photos(up^^)
Our class made a photo session,was held in Cemara Asri
Dress code should be white with jeans
It's for the album kenangan
Love it...oh! our form teacher Sir Ben Hendry also came
I wore a hat,all of them love it.....
Some of the photos...hehehe

PS: but it was very hot too...we hanging around with the balloons,they seemed great n pretty
Stella's brother was the cameraman

Crazy mad day

2009-02-28T06:50:00.000-08:00

I went to Michelle's house today
actually i didn't plan to when suddenly Cp sent me message
and said that they(D'deng) wanted to bake together at Mic's
Actually Chadeng wanted to bake a cake for his proncess,hahhaha
so we gathered there and started to plan
We had no ingredients,and besides my stomach was hungry cos i hadn't eaten anything for luch
After waiting for Cedeng n Pedeng,we then went to Vinta Cafe for lunch
I tried the Nasi goreng Halilintar level 1
and guessed what,I'm kepedasan...
i couldn't believe Pedang tried the level 3,OMG!!

we went to the D studio and took many photos
but we only chose 6 of it
love them so much....all were crazy,mad,cool and perfect
Just wish our friendship will last forever

Oh! we used the same dress code
for girls -> pants + t-shirt
for boys-> just casual
and all of us wore Jacket,hahahahhahha
so lam nua but i love them

all of them called me Ms.Lebai,hiks2...
but i dun care cos it's fun and i'm just being myself in font of anyone
No pretending

we started our own bakery shop at around 4pm
I helped Michelle to make the cake(actually not cake ,but kue)
prangpring preng prung prong....
tara!!!!

we baked it twice
the first only 2/6 were good enough to be consumed
the 2nd time 6/6 were good!!! hoaray!!
the shape was the teddy bear's one,hehhehehe

Pity Cp,his cookies didin't seem to be okay
just some of them survived,hahhaha
That's okay Cp.....first time making never good
Keep going! hope u find the substiitute thing for her soon

PS: I've never been to Sun Plaza that bad before,so bai n lam nua
Fortunately, i met no important person
My mom is gonna kill me if she knew the way i dress was that lam nua

2009-02-28T06:32:00.000-08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you’re just a boy…

If i were a boy

2009-02-24T05:57:00.001-08:00

I am really confused right now
It's all about my Uni
My parents forced...well,suggested me to enter one in Sing
but i didn't really like it

When i consulted with Nexgen
They told me about the Sarina Russo(Brisbane) and after taking the Diploma
I could continue at the Le Cordon Bleu (Adelaide)
LE CORDON BLEU!!!! It's one of the prestigous institute for majoring Hospitality in Australia
and ranked the first in Siuthe East Asia.
While the Mannly, William Bleu, Blue Mountain and i forgot the last one respectively ranked the top 5

The fees were still acceptable and at least not really expensive
I was very happy at that time because at elast i got the chance to go
Add it all up,it's almost the same as Sing
So why should i choose to study there?

But today seemed that dad and mom were going to make me enter the ERC
it's not a bad institute,actually it's founded and managed by the CEOs
but i prefer to go to Australia
I love being there,it's a lifetime chance
I'm not afraid of anything,because in Brisbane,the climate is +- like in here,Medan or Brastagi

At ERC,the Institute guarantee students score 75 and above will get jobs and scholarship
that's why dad n mom love the school
and the worse(for me......for them it's even better) it's only took 20 months to complete th Bachelor degree
which mean i can graduate faster. The faster the better that's what they told me

ARGHRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All my wishes to go and study in Australia had gone forever
I'm damn fully stressed out and desperated

It's not i didn't feel blessed that i could study abroad,not like other poor people out there
It's just in my opinion
if i graduate from Australia,esp from Le Cordon Bleu
First of all of course pride
as direct entry to it will take around 1 billion for 3years
Second, because it's a very Famous yet popular and prestigous School
The graduates will find job easily and earn better salaries

When my mom said dun ever think about going to Ausi
my heart broke into pieces straight away
I felt anger ,sadness, depressed and etc
Just because they "bo pang sim" that i'm a girl
Just wish I were a boy,like Beyonce's song "if i were a boy"
probably i would go there already

But i know they just want me to be and have the best

GOLD MEDAL for the CHAMPION!!!

2009-02-20T05:40:00.001-08:00

CeLEBRATE THE DAY!!!!
THE DAY!!! THE DAY..........
CELEBRATE THE DAY!!!!!

Voli putri kelas aku EMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
akhirnya penantian pjg ini berbuah juga,hahhhahaha
ALl of them are awesome.....

Ditambah yell2 yg aneh
Ayo...ayo...Ipa5
Kita ingin
Kita pasti bisa

trus ad yg doraemon e tp tak sempurna,hahahha
Aku ingin begini,aku ingin begitu
Emas emas emas emas ......xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aku ingin medali emas di ipa 5
hai...pasti dapat emas
bla bla bla...

trus ad yg
Disini senang
disana sedih
dimana2 ipa5 menang

wkwkkwkwkwkw....pokoknya keren n fun bgt tadi
w aj sampe teriak pake oktaf ke-x,hehehhehe

Oh! wkt angka d 24/25 -game
kita nyanyi
We are the Champion my fren..............
n wkt menuju kemenangan kita d nny
Ole..ole..ole...celebrate the day...the day...the day.....
CELEBRATE THE DAY!!

Tarik tambang!!!! CIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love BUddies Hommies^^

Diffrence among Sayng ,like n cinta

2009-02-12T06:28:00.000-08:00

I learn a few things now......
For those who are still confused like i did
Wish this can help you

When you like someone, you
want to have him/her for your own egoism
alone.

When you love(read: sayang) someone, you
wanted to make it happy and
not for yourself.

When you love(read: cinta) someone, you will
do anything for his/her happiness
although you have to give ur soul.

When you like someone and be
on his/her side then you will
asked, "Can I Kiss you?"

When you love(read: sayang) someone and be
on his/her side then you will
asked, "Can I hug you?"

When you love(read: cinta) someone and
be on his/her side then you will
holding hands close ...

Like when he/she is crying, you will
said "Don't cry."

SAYANG when he/she is crying and you
will cry with him/her too.

CINTA when he/she is crying and you
let him/her cry on your shoulders
and said, "Let's finish
this problem together. "

Like is when you see him/her, you
will say, "She is very beautiful / handsome
and captivating. "

SAYANG is when you see him/her you
will view it from your heart and not
eyes.

CINTA is when you see him/her you
will say, "For me his/her is the most
beautiful gift that God
give to me .. "

At the time of the person you like
hurt you, then you will be angry and
do not want to talk more on it.

At the time of the person you SAYANG
hurt you, you'll cry
for it.

At the time of the person you love
hurt you, you will say, "Never mind
he/she just did not get what he/she
do. "

At the time you like on it, you will
Force him/her to like you

At the time you sayang him/her, you will
let him/her choose.

At the time you love him, you will
wait for him/her always with faithful and
sincerely ...

Like is you will accompany when
is profitable.

SAYANG is you will accompany
when he/she requires.

CINTA is you will accompany
no matter how are you.

Like is demanded.

SAYANG is to give and receive.

CINTA is willing to give

I'm so sad

2009-02-12T05:27:00.000-08:00

Dear diary,

I am so sad now,i dunno why too
Maybe one of the reason is Buddies Hommies' Boys Volleyball lost with PC's class
I hate it so much...........
This is our last year o.....Our basketball also couldn't reach the GOLD
Seemed that overconfident = disaster

My relationship with PC also was not so good
I dunno why too......ARGHRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm liked crazy person...
My emotion is going upside down
A single stupid word can trigger my anger

And besides lately I am easily offended n also cry
I use to be a tough girl,but don't know why i can be like this
I cry like a baby,haiz....

When typing this i am hearing the JJ Lim's song(Ce tui ni suo)
i just wanna cry when he said
"Sarangheyo means i love you"

Now and 10 minutes ago

2009-02-12T05:11:00.000-08:00

I chatted with PC,hahhahah....
It's a great progression,i myself also didn't guess that would happen
He's so cute,heheh....from his way of speaking
He made my feeling got better,but he quickly off
Maybe arround 15-25minutes only,haiz....
Hope to meet him soon^^

TAipan...

2009-02-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

Today probably the last day my bro ate with us
He's going back really soon....er, 11th of this month
We ate at our favourite restaurant of course,TAIPAN!!
love the Dim Sum so much....
I wonder when i will able to cook those foods,hahhaha...
Every time i eat,always bring great impression or decak kagum

We tried the Mua ci durian
The shape is very cute....and jelly
It's very nice,but of course Pancake Durian is the best

Taipan Forever!!!!

Basketball goes to round Semifinal

2009-02-07T05:28:00.000-08:00

My team were great,all of them are awesome
We won telak as our class is the first unggulan
Sofian was the MVP,he played really great.
I loved his lay up and how he passed through the enemy + his 3point shoot of course
which made the sound of pos...plos....hehe
he's like a shadow.

I met PC as well.
He,as usual with his gang watching the match
Oh! i lost in the terompah section,well.....it's close,haiz...
Yawin also lost in sprint 800metre

PS: PC wore a chocolate T-shirt with celana ponggol
And a jacket that he "bajak" from his fren to protect him from the Sunshine
He was charming as usual,hahahahahhah....
Eating the "sate" which is very contrast with his performance
But who can ever resist sate?hahhahaha

right to left (Fahmi,me,irene,Stella,Sellya,Angel,HAji,Suneo,Tj)
Down from right to left(asep,acen,surya,asoh)

Forgive me for being this egoist.....

2009-02-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

I love The twilight Saga novels

They taught me how to love,and sacrifice at the same time
Even letting go is never easy
I used to hate Bella so much as she was playing with Jacob's heart(New Moon)
Jacob loved her very much,but Bella didn't
instead she loved Edward,but when she wanted Jacob as well (dia milikku)

Now i think I'm facing the fact that i am in Bella's position....
I dunno why,but i feel really egoist
I wanted you and him
How come i can become a monster like this?
I hate myself....................................................................
How come i can become so disgusting like this?
But how if one is my sun and the another one is my breath?
How come i live my life without both of them?
I'm............

Song from the heart

2009-01-30T02:56:00.000-08:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

The reason- Hoobastank

And the nightmare happened as i can't reject it

2009-01-29T04:24:00.000-08:00

I hate to wake up,but i know i have to
I spent my half day doing nothing.....thx for the Eclipse which had menyita most of my time
I went to lau ciu's house to paini
and when it's 16.00 i went to Aba's house
I really wish today won't pass taht quick,but seemed hoping that way is the stupidest way as the time will always move.

I've never thought that farewell could be this hard
My friend,Winny....i used to call her Aba is leaving Medan
Cos she's going to LA to study ballet
At this time when i wrote this blog she might not be in the airplane yet but at the airport i guess
I went to her house today to say Sun hong
I won't say a Goodbye as i know we'll meet again soon

We chatted and laughed with the rest(Asuk n Acu)
we teased each other,hahhahah.....just as usual

Hahah..aa.....I am so bad in pretending
I have promised myself NOT TO CRY!!!! but i just can't bear it
Remembering back our memories....even i am not really a close friend for her.
I'll gonna miss her so much that I myself wonder why i can feel this way
Maybe this is what we call love with our friend

When wrote this blog.
I AM crying.....
Just wish i am stronger n tougher to hide this stupid tears and never let it falls in front of her
Just want her to know that she really means a lot to me
If just i can spend a little bit more time with her

"Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
Since you've been gone
Just come back home"

The beginning of the nightmare

2009-01-28T04:40:00.000-08:00

I went to Miss Wina's house to "paini"
At first i went to the Nusantara one then ternyt they all gathered at the Madiong Lubis,hahahha....
Madong Lubis is Miss mother's house
while the nusantara one is her house(well,her husband's house)
i've just arrived +- 15 minutes when suddenly all of them(Aba,Sile,Christina,Cherry n Asuk) wanted to go home already
My mistake to come late,hehehehhehe

I then went to Aba's house
And her family gathered there .....maybe because tomorrow she's leaving and also in Chinese New Year celebration.All of them are really friendly and nice
Oh! i found a fact that My mom was Aba's mom classmate
So i think we're already ditakdirkan/berjodoh ,hahahhahaha....to be friend

We chatted a lot and shared things too
We ate kuaci until segunung,hahahhahahhaha
So fun!! just wish this day would never end

At night I'm really afraid to sleep 'cos i know tomorrow will come
I dunno why but this stupid tears kept running down my face
I dun wanna sleep and just let the last tear fall n brought me to emptiness
to a place where i can dream what i want
A place where what i want is always do
But facing the reality is even harder then anything
I had to know that time won't wait
Time doesn't have feeling. It doesn't understand anything about farewell
Anything about Goodbye Anything about friendship
Everytime i think about it .....I start to hate it
But if this is the best way for the one you care alot to reach her goal?
Will you menahan it?

Dargon2.....love her

2009-01-22T05:49:00.000-08:00

Visit my little dragon o....he is lonely and wants to grow quickly
thx ....send me message also :p

http://mallowb3rry.dragonadopters.com/

PC PC PC

2009-01-18T06:20:00.000-08:00

PC stands not for Personal Computer,but Prince Charming,hahahhahah
Prince Charming is like an idol
Me,Cindy n Flo agree that we only fans with him(them)
I now have 3 PC
-first one is PC nakal
he's actually so cute at the first when later after knew me well
He started to change and "membuka kedok asli"
He's so naughty and like to tease me by saying
Putar2 + the movement
because I'm a ballerina
Dickson + Cp also help him,haiz...
anyway i love(read:sayang) him as my little bro^^

-Second....
Well,he's so cute and also very bashful
He didn't act well when talking to a girl
and he is the true NETTER,haiz...
I love his smile so much,hahhahahha.....

-Last,the newest,yet the coolest one
I actually have met him for thousand times,but just with a simple word of his
can make me to let him became my PC,hahhaha
He is a gangster,well...er...his friends
But surprisingly he's very polite (happened when he wanted to pay Flo)
Since then he seemed have stolen my attention
I just can't take my eyes of him
He's....well,perfect
if can be said that way,then he's totally my type o....he7^^
Just afraid i might like him,but let the time speaks

Nabati fever

2009-01-15T05:43:00.001-08:00

Waktu lagi les di Jambi,dunno why by most of us are hungry
And CP + Arie went to buy snacks to eat
And know what they bought a lot lot lots of NABATI snacks,hhahahhaha
Check those out....Think gonna love it

tgn CP tuh

i love dolls

2009-01-15T05:43:00.000-08:00

Ima a beautiful blonde name Blondy

Ima the fashionable one name Carmen

Hi...Ima Ema

Am i cute? Lindsey...nice to meet you

Love my tattoo.....Foxy

yes?? I...ma...Sheryl

Feminine and smart lookin,totally Rebecca

Confused o...

2009-01-08T05:22:00.000-08:00

Ms.Liyun said that I had the talent and wishes that i'm going to focus in ballet
And the Canada's national ballet school was a great place.
Not only because of the quality,but also the fees...
The ratio are UK: Australia: Toronto respectively 1:2:3
So if in UK the fees ->300million a year,in toronto only 75million
and that made me hope for more as I had the chance to go there.
She was going back tomorrow and perhaps 3/4 years later probably will visit Medan again
I'm gonna miss her so much

even emo loves ballet

But on the other side I also alreday had my own choice that is to take hospitality for my major
Now this shows up and destroys everything
i'm totally confused....Like i had 2hearts
I love ballet of course
I had been learning it as long as i can remember
while i also love hospitality seemed that it gave me a bigger opportunity in finding jobs
ARFGHATESANALJASFA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope to find the solution asap
Seemed that i can't sleep tonight and until i found the ANSWER..

Ballet2

2009-01-07T05:57:00.001-08:00

I went to ballet as usual and suprisingly Ms liyun had come back from Parapat
And there was a "suddenly" class and luckily too i had a ballet class today n ended at 6pm while Ms.Liyun's class was also held from 6.30 pm

We focused in the Hat dance and today there were only 3groups,not like before 4groups with more than 6people each group. So it was less crowded
The dance was very cool....I love when we had to switch formation (read:selang seling) then when sbd had to roll down and the last of course the unique part where we worked in pairs and each person had to lift her friend,hahhahaha....

We also danced the Ducks' Dance again,just to remember it
unfortunately no photos for the blog T.T

J.CO

2009-01-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

I felt horrible today
I'm sweaty, tired yet hungry
I'm totally disaster and i trusted if any boy saw me n still can fall in love
He must be drunken

But there always solution for every prob
J.CO doughnuts save my day

first look

inside ....tara!!!

I love the Mango and Alpacone,so delicious!

Ballet

2009-01-03T23:58:00.000-08:00

In the afternoon,i got nothing to do so i just took some pic from mom's souvenir
form Sing o....they were very cute!!!!!!!!

Perfumes.....

Today Miss Li Yun from Norway came
She taught us the Duck's Dance,which i found quite funny
I thought it was for the children,but she told us that this dance was very famous in Europe
Most people will know when you say the Ducks' dance

She also taught us the Hat dance
So cool o....but yet not finish^^
She also praised me by saying that I had a natural Softness when dancing
Because ballet doesn't always the matter of strength
It has to be strong inside but soft outside
And that's why a ballerina is also a faker,hahahhahaha
in the positive way of course^^

Tonight i performed in a wedding party at Aryaduta Hotel
Love the picture so much(read: the bride n groom's picture)