Tough day

I woke up late today,bro didn’t come home last night,he was having BBQ with his friends at Cemara Asri,hmm….As usual I read the newspaper and the headline was Serena Williams won the match,me and TJ had been discussing it through msn,here in Indonesia,we didn’t have the chanel,but in Melbourne,they got it,How fun it is to know the news faster before the newspaper,hmm…

I fought with my dad today,my heart’s situation was really bad, I hope I didn’t have to go to the choir exercise,Pemuda, It’s like everything were stuck in my head, I really hate this situation as one wrong word from anyone can trigger my emotion already. I’ve been dealing with it for years,but I couldn’t handle it yet,haiz….
My emotion was unstable,I could get mad easily,but only in a short term one, I bet you don’t want and NEVER want to see me get mad in a long term duration. And above all I’m moody.
Haiz….Maybe I need to meditate myself,hahahha…..

I’m a human,a human that falls in sin already, You can’t expect me to always be a good girl,like what people always think. I still remember when I was in a tuition, It’s my first day,I didn’t talk much because I didn’t feel so well and I’m concentrating in the lesson,people then know me as a quiet girl or else be cham e la, then another situation where I just try to be nice to my friends,but they then use me to do this and that. Some even said SKSD bgt ni org,Oh mY God……

It’s very painful to know that people think that way of you,you became serba salah,don’t talk they’ll think you’re overbearing,talk to them they said you’re SKSD,ck3.
I wanted to tell them,but what to do when that kind of image had been in their minds,I could hardly change it,so I just follow the flow and hope they’ll change their wrong perceptions on me

Okay2…stop that sad story,it was a very long long time ago,Now I’m happy to be who I am
Mostly people’s first impression about me was on the negative side,they’ll said I am a very arrogant or high profile girl, seldom smile,look person from head to toe,not friendly,bla3…
Sometimes I was just quite amazed for what they thought of me at the first,but 97% of them were wrong after making friends with me,hahahha….I’ve warned you not to jugde sbd from their appearances
One if my friend name I,said :
“Thau thau la ,wa sio pi lo cia suka chek e lang lai,pasti u mia khi pan liao e la,be cham e nih…”
“at first I thought you’re a very nerd person,love books very much and class champion, be cha liao la ini”
“Tapi uda cham I la,baru cai ternyt I ane siao e ”
“but after making friends with you,proven that you’re crazy”

I don’t know why many people judge me wrongly,hahhaa….Honest hayo…si bo?hahhaha
I won’t comment so much about the real me,just let the experience of what we had gone through together can let you guess my personality o

*Just one thing, I don’t talk to much to stranger,I don’t want sbd thinks that I’m over friendly,wew..

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I went to Sun Plaza to gather with Aline friends,we’re having BBQ party this Wednesday..
Acu came first,me then both Aline and TCL,they were late,really late for sure,I asked them to gather around 2,but they came around 4,hahahha….But that’s okay,they’re having interview for the part time job,hmm…. While waiting for them I ate Fountain Ice cream,Rum and Raisin please….:)

Then went to Food Court to eat D’Crepes,Chilly Dog,love it with Acu, usuall it’s warmer and more delicious,but what I ate today was terrible,ew…
We then walked around and I went to KAiros,it moved to a bigger place,just 3/4 shops from where it used to be,I love the new place,with more books and souvenirs , I was wondering whether I had to buy a Holy Bible or not,English version one,hmm…. For later when I am in KL, I love the children’s one,so cute,with a sheep,but seemed that everyone’s gonna laughed at me if I brought that to church. It costed around IDR 200.000,ck3..

Telling about church,some friends suggest me to go to City Harvest Church,and fortunately CHC was located quite near with my Uni,but I could hardly find my Uni in the map,ck3…Or else there’s one more church,Bro suggested it for me,FGCC, First Generation Christian Church,both are located around my Uni area,hmm….But I love CHC,one of their song was CRY,and I did cry when listening to it,hahha….Christian songs always bring peacefulness to me

The lyrics were really touching

" Lost in You alone
Is where I wanna be
To hear Your voice
Softly in my ear
You whisper words to me
that I am Yours

Can't live a day without Your presence
Closer to You, I wanna be

My soul cries out for more of You, my Lord
My portion and hope
I close my eyes and feel You there
There's nobody else that can
take Your place
In my heart "

After they came, Aline was quite hungry and I teased her by saying I’ve eaten twice already,hahha…She wanted to eat Froyo,Frozen Yogurt and we decided to eat at L.A BETTY,the new shop, it was really crowded,I love the yogurt,I used the Mango and Strawberry toppings,it was really delicious,yummy ?,but the price also expensive o,hahaha….i called the medium one,it costed around IDR 30.500 with 2toppings,Aline= Rum and Raisin + orange, Acu and TCL the same= The Coco and chocolate chips,all of them are delicious

i love mine the most,yummy :)

We continued the Girl’s hang out to Hypermart,they bought some nuggets and pudding powders because this time,every members have to bring one thing to the party,we dismissed around 7pm cos daddy wanna go home from playing Tennis already, cu all girls this Wed^^

PS: exactly 1 week before departure,haiz…