Ice Age

I got scolded by mom for stg that for me was a really small matter only,Oh! Freak
I was ol9 ing when suddenly my brother came towards my place,I’ve known that every time he’s near me when I’m ol9ing,It’ll turn out to be a fight.
Yes…he asked me to of and ate my lunch,I was not hungry at that time cos I woke up late and for me it’s already Breakfast+ lunch,but he insisted,by saying

“Every time you have ol9,you can’t stop. There will be no the 2nd time,I’ll give in for letting you use the internet,bla3…”

What I hate most from him was that he loved to threaten me,e me...Who’s the hell he think he was?
Don’t because he’s older than me,he thought he was my daddy already r…
then mom came and added my burden,She kept screaming and asked me to go downstair. I couldn’t stand it anymore,so I shouted back that
I WAS NOT HUNGRY AND I’LD GO DOWNSTAIR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE after I’d finished my things here.

I started to write my blog in bro’s laptop first and then moved it to the computer,my internet connection was on my computer and that’s why I needed to move form lap to comp,when suddenly my mom again shouted my name, I knew she’s not in a good mood because of my sis and bro,but why should she take it out on me? There’s always a little thing that could make me get scolded,even it’s just a very simple one,haiz…I’m tired and sicked of all of this

J came to fetch me with H and a girl name Jesslyn or Jessica,I forgot already,hehe..
We watched the movie with J on my left side and Jesslyn on my right,the movie was REALLY FUNNY,totally entertaining,hahhaha….love Peach,she’s so cute!!
I didn’t enjoy the hang out,except for the movie,only some in these group were nice ,the rest was USED to be nice,USED TO BE,highlight that words

The past always hurtful,but heart can never lie right? I did miss S to be my bf(read: best friend r,not boy friend,ahhaa),but seemed that it’s the most ridiculous thing that can happen. He’s now got Se and H already and they substituted me since that incident. He’s changed,he’s taller than me,not a cry baby anymore,hahaha….his hair also very long already,he’d grown up into a gentleman. Totally different when we first met,in the Play Group,he’s a very cry baby boy,short,thin,ugly and with that old fashion glasses,hahhaa….Never thought he’ll turn to be like now.

I love to bully him very much as he’s easily cried and he’s so cute when he’s crying.
Maybe I should admit that first love never dies and that feeling was still here,down deep in my heart.
He’s the one who taught me what love means and he’ll forever be in my heart. But I gotta keep moving on,and perhaps he’s not the one who will end to became my soulmate in the future,but no big deal about that as what I felt towards him is not LOVE anymore,but more to sbd who misses her best friend to come back,
A friend who used to share whatever happened,No Secrecy, a friend who used to tease me in class, a friend who used to surprise me until I almost got heart attack, ,a friend who I used to chase because of your naughtiness, Missing that moment…..Do you feel the same?

Wanna say thanks to Him,for hurting me so badly and also for being a nice friend where I could share my pain with,but now we’re going to different paths,We have to move forward and not looking back,wish we can meet again in the future,and once more time Thank’s…..Thank’s Dixon for everything

J’s music taste was really weird,he loves instrumental musics,just to old one,I could harldy listen to it,hahhaa….but he did have Close To You and wonderful world,keep up the good work! :p

PS: Tomorrow bro Wed is having exam,cia you ya^^