And the nightmare happened as i can't reject it

I hate to wake up,but i know i have to
I spent my half day doing nothing.....thx for the Eclipse which had menyita most of my time
I went to lau ciu's house to paini
and when it's 16.00 i went to Aba's house
I really wish today won't pass taht quick,but seemed hoping that way is the stupidest way as the time will always move.

I've never thought that farewell could be this hard
My friend,Winny....i used to call her Aba is leaving Medan
Cos she's going to LA to study ballet
At this time when i wrote this blog she might not be in the airplane yet but at the airport i guess
I went to her house today to say Sun hong
I won't say a Goodbye as i know we'll meet again soon

We chatted and laughed with the rest(Asuk n Acu)
we teased each other,hahhahah.....just as usual

Hahah..aa.....I am so bad in pretending
I have promised myself NOT TO CRY!!!! but i just can't bear it
Remembering back our memories....even i am not really a close friend for her.
I'll gonna miss her so much that I myself wonder why i can feel this way
Maybe this is what we call love with our friend

When wrote this blog.
I AM crying.....
Just wish i am stronger n tougher to hide this stupid tears and never let it falls in front of her
Just want her to know that she really means a lot to me
If just i can spend a little bit more time with her

"Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
Since you've been gone
Just come back home"